*beomgyu pov*
one day my father friend come to meet us in daegu with his family he likes me so he ask my hand for his son everyone around me getting really happy so i also said yes for married everything going well our parents decide date for marriage. everything is ok or that's what i think until my fiance meet me.
"hey don't get me wrong can't you cancelled this marriage i already like someone beside you're not my type you're a great guy and all but I can't marry you "
"why you don't cancel this marriage i already said yes" i say
"they knew I like someone else and want to marry that person but they forced me to marry you. i can't do this to you that's why I'm telling you truth i can't give you love what's you deserve i like you as a brother "
"so what we going to do i can't say no just like that. if they ask me the reason why I call off this marriage. also l can't lied to my parents" I say
"i already plan what I am going to do but I can't tell you now "
"just tell me so i already prepare myself for outcome"
"sorry because of my parents stubbornness I put you in that position"
"what position"
"me rejecting you"
"no worry it's not your fault for loving someone just love that person wholeheartedly "
after minho (my fiance) left. i just sit there and think love how it's felt like when someone love you. did someone ever going to love me fall for me. I know I am handsome people also call me pretty but they don't like my personality like you're so loud, you talk so much, you're so clingy, you're so touchy, you're so dumb they call me name like annoying, dumb beauty, dumbass etc no one wants to be my friend but i just smile at them and think everything going to be alright so I start playing games. as time pass by i become graduate student but there still a loneliness in my life but i smile and tell my self everything going to be alright one day someone going to love me and they also become my friend.
after that night when minhoand his family left to Seoul. I start to wait when minho tell me his plan or postpone this marriage but nothing happens until marriage day when we wait for minho family but they didn't come so I realized what he just did and what position he talking about it's like someone stab at my heart i know he doesn't like me but he say I'm just like brother to him. what kind of brother do that to their brother not to me but they also do this to my family like it's some kind of revenge i want to cry but I can't when my family this sad so I smile at them tell them everything going to be alright maybe it's better for me. but out of nowhere there is a groom who I am going to married and just like that I become married to a person who tell me he's idol also doesn't like me and don't expect anything from him cuz he going to give me divorce soon.i start laughing so hard if someone look at me they think I'm a crazy person but life is so funny how can I not laugh. after shower when I look myself in the mirror now my tears can't stop what I am going to do now that night I cried so much until sleep takeover me.
when I wake up from my slumber i start think maybe I try to change his mind by taking care of him with that mind set i done my morning routine make my way to kitchen where yeonjun already make breakfast he look so i give him smile and say " good morning can I help you with anything" he also smile "good morning beomgyu did you sleep well and yes you can help me if you want to" i nod at him "yes I sleep well what can I help you with" i say "call me hyung" "huh" i ask but he just look at me fondly and say "call me hyung i can tell you're younger than me and help me frying this pancakes" so i reply with "yes hyung" and help him. by the time we set the table for breakfast everyone come one by one and start to eat suddenly huening kai ask "who makes this pancakes" so i replied silently "it's me" but suddenly someone hug me from side "ohhh little beom make this pancakes your pancake is so tasty" huening say okay it's good he likes my pancake but what is little "who is little?" i say "you and you're also younger than me i guess so little beom" he say "hey my height is 180 mean I'm taller than average person and how can you tell I'm younger or older" i ask offended "I'm 02 liner" he says "01 liner take that back and call me hyung" i tell him but he just hugged me tight "but hyung you look younger everyone can get confused also you're so cute to be older but I'm sorry if i offended you"he says i just unconsciously pat his head "no you're cuter and it's okay but don't call me little you giant" it's like we just on our own world we clicked with each other well suddenly someone clear his throat its taehyun "eat before breakfast get cold" i silently finish my breakfast than i realize i didn't check my phone but where is my phone
I remember I put in my bag And my bag has yet to come.
Huening kai take me to play game with him after some time soobin and yeonjun also joined we all playe game laughing and yelling just enjoy our time it's just like we're friend who knows each other for a long time "beomgyu you're pro" soobin say "right hyung is on another level " huening say "come on guys you're just saying things now" I say.
We continue our fun time til evening and my heart feel so much love.
In evening uncle dropped my bag and taehyun tell me where to put all my things. while I arrange my things In the mean time my phone is charge
When I checked my phone there is minho message sit on the top but the time is so... it's when wedding ceremony about to starts and he didn't come so I open his message to see.
minho:
i know what I done. you probably hate me . i want to apologise to you in person but I can't i just rush through in airport with my lover I try my best to convince my parents but they're so stubborn to listen others so I don't get any choice but this. hope you forgive me Choi. you're really my younger brother i know it's hard but please try to forgive me.
i just read his message I don't know what to say what he did is wrong but what his parents did also wrong if they just listen his child so all of this is not happen in the first place but I can't forgive him cuz it's not just about me it's also about my parents how sad they become so about forgiveness but i think about this in the future because there is a person whose mind I have to change hopefully I successful
