Scarlett pov
Florence asked me to be her plus one on this event and i just agreed on and.. yeah not long after i realized y/n is one of the actors and producers
Florence and i watched as she walked on the red carpet entering the event while we turn invisible because all of the photographers are focus on her
"She's such a goddess" Florence mumbled
I'm just stunned on what she was wearing i mean she's basically gonna experience the titanic cold on that dress
As soon as she entered the event we finally turned visible again. "Isn't she so hot??" Florence says again as we walk
"She is"
"She's also the kindest person ever.. i mean you two worked together right?"
" Hm hmm... Shes like the quiet bitch looking one but when you approach her she's...the sweetest.." i mumbled underneath my breath
She eventually saw us and completely ignored me to go with cate which is weird to me because she's been begging me for days to talk
I've come to the realization that i was being selfish when i was forcing her to come out.. it's not easy..well at least not for everyone. I was so disappointed that i forgot how much she have gone through.
Florence had her interview and i just saw how red y/n shoulders are.. i left Florence removing my jacket just to give it to her but cate already offered hers.
Y/n saw me holding my jacket but i just took a deep breath and walked away going straight to the comfort room to breathe..
I was so relieved to see it empty and so i just hold the counter staring at myself in the mirror my heart beating so fast for some reason
The door suddenly squeaked open and it was y/n holding a bottled water passing me it "calm down..have a drink.. breathe properly.. you're palpitating... Its ok.. just breathe.." she reassured me holding my hand
She noticed i wasn't getting any better and so she pulled me on a hug caressing the back of my head in the most comforting way possible" it's ok...you're ok.. " she mumbles
As soon as my breathing came back to normal she got off of me giving me the drink "you're ok now? Im sorry... You looked fluttered and.. I can't help but follow you" she looked away
"how do you know what's happening?" I asked
"when.. rose was lost on set...she was having palpitations and.. looked exactly like you...earlier"
" Y/n... Look... I'm sorry...i should have not reacted that way and...of all people I should be the one who understood you the most..if we could y'know.. maybe.. "
" Maybe what? Why aren't you so sure? " She asked looking directly at my eyes
"maybe we should fix our relationship?" I took a deep breath holding her hands
Her expression was unreadable and i honestly feel like I'm having palpitations again " you know how much i care for you and how much i love you... I don't think it will work" she shaked her head making me drop my expression
"W-what?"
"I overthink...a lot.. im having lots of episodes and relapses.. I'll be Frank.. I'm not getting the reassurance that i need..im sorry" she sighs but I'm an actress i know what's fake and real
"You're lying...y/n..what is it? Y-You can tell me anything" i bit my lips stopping my self from letting my tears fall again
"I'm being truthful...i love you..and i don't want us to have a therapist client relationship...you deserve better.. I'm.. officially breaking up with you" she sighs turning her back on me walking out of the room
"BUT ISN'T THAT WHAT'S IT ABOUT?" i Scoffed making her stop
"we're here for each other... we're each other's therapist... We found comfort with each other.. I don't deserve better..i only deserve you.. and if you think otherwise then be better for me...put your i love you into words...y/n.. please..". I sniffed begging her but she didn't even turned around and just walked away leaving me alone..
I fixed myself and as soon as i got out she was nowhere in the crowd. Florence told me y/n says she was having migraine and immediately left.
I stayed for a while but also just made an excuse to leave the event. I don't need another Scarlett looking devasted around y/n y/l/n article.
As soon as i got home i just went straight to the kitchen grabbing a wine chugging it drinking my feelings out sobbing just remembering how happy we were and it just turned like this as fast as that
"M-Mommy?" Rose suddenly came looking worried.
I didn't say anything and just dropped the bottle going on my knees hugging her tightly crying at her shoulder while i felt her little hand rubbing my back
"It's ok, mommy.." she reassured pushing me lightly off of her to cupped both my cheeks before wiping my tears by her sweater pulling me again into a tight hug.
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Y/n pov
"Get out" i huffed to the driver of my car before hopping in driving as fast as i can
"You're so fucking dumb...YOURE SO F-FUCKING DUMB!!" i hit my self in the head sobbing still on the road
I continued driving over the speed limit till i arrived home. Immediately grabbed bottles of vodka chugging it as if it was water just to throw it all up on the sink..
I found myself hopeless holding the counter feeling my stomach upside down Washing my mouth before just sitting on the floor gripping my own hair tightly crying my eyes out.
"HOW COULD YOU BE THIS FUCKING STUPID!!??!!???" I purposely banged the back of my head on the wall sobbing can't help myself.
The echoing sound of my cries being the only sound i hear in this empty house.."o-oaky.." i gasp for air just wanting his comfort..
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SPOTLIGHT
FanfictionNew book cover y/n y/l/n a.k.a. the new Scarlett Johansson. There's a new actress that is in Scarlett's eyes she stole her spot. she's the new highest paid actress, the new producer's favorite and the new spotlight. Soon, They'll need to work on a f...
