tw: depression, antidepressants
~i have seasonal depression but for every season and i'm sobbing uncontrollably right now, please enjoy this poem i wrote in less than two minutes while listening to francis forever by mitski~
written on: may 29, 2023
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i always tell people i hated being medicated
because i did
i really did
i always said that i'd rather feel shitty than not feel but
i was wrong
because every time i think it can't get any worse
it does
and i've never felt so shitty in my life and
not feeling seems like a really nice break from all of this
too bad i can't afford antidepressants
but somehow i can afford to barely pass college
YOU ARE READING
poetry by wunder
Poetrymy old stuff is pretty bad but my newer stuff is much better, please pay attention to when it was written and feel free to start at the end of the book!! i will have trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters when necessary. stay safe, i love you.
