always an angel, never a god

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tw: jealousy, mild angst 

~title is from not strong enough by boygenius~

written on: february 24, 2024


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i am always watching

always cheering and supporting and watching

as they cross the finish line and

ace the test and

get the medal and the award and the recognition


i am always watching as they achieve


they work hard

running every day and

studying for hours and

doing it but

i run twice a day and

study for days and days and days and i am

doing it all


they work hard but i work harder


i know i shouldn't feel like this

they deserve it

they deserve it

they deserve it

they deserve it

but why don't i?

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