Pretentious Ponderings

Hormonal

All that is ever needed is one single look
An acknowledgement of my existence
Tried switching it up, testing what lands
The suave, the spice and the bands
Rehearsed so that he could sleepwalk the part
For I feared at your gaze it will all fall apart
Should've been content to watch you from far
The smile, the looks and the charm of it all
Thought I wasn't part of the hormonal lot
I've seen my share and there wasn't anything wrong in it at all
Not one of those control freaks nor good with smooth talk
Though busted in disguise it was all worth the try
When things go south, would say friendship was always in mind
Turns out that that awkwardness put the spotlight on me
Bamboozled that it worked better when I wasn't trying
A double whammy that I haven't had to use my line
Everything did turn out pretty much fine
If there is something that I would take away from it all
An encore wouldn't be in order even on her behalf
Nor that I would need it after all
Still wondering I made it when I anticipated a fall
No point now I guess to keep dwelling in the past
Would keep us happy while everything lasts