Chapter 13: Sleepy baby

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I wrapped my arms around Milo, his cute face is pressed against my chest

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I wrapped my arms around Milo, his cute face is pressed against my chest. Im honestly really upset that i can't see his face right now

Whipped as fuck

I will sleep on the highway if you don't shut up. Actually no cause then i would have to leave my mafia name behind, damn it.

Fucking sucker

Sighing i carefully pick up Milo and walk to the car- good thing i called my driver. Getting to the car i put Milo on my lap and tell the driver to go back to my house

Fuck this is gonna be a long drive

My baby starts mumbling something in his sleep and i can't help but overhear him mumble a "no i don't want it"

I seriously wonder whats going through his mind

I swear if its something to do with his good for nothing ex- im going to have to torture him to death

Hes still in the warehouse so can we go

Not right now- we have to take care of Milo first

"No don't wanna" i scream as Harrold forces himself on me again

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"No don't wanna" i scream as Harrold forces himself on me again

Why do i have to be so weak?

"Quite whore" he slaps me as he thrusts into me

The rest is a blur as all the times hes done this repeat in my head. Why do i always mess up?!

This time i accidently broke a glass because i got scared when he shut off the lights

Apparently this was "horrendous behavior that needs to be corrected"

I cry out as he doesn't stop. I always beg him to stop but this time i give up. This is just my fate

As time goes on i don't know whats reality anymore. I feel trapped and i hate this feeling more than i hate myself

He finishes inside me and leaves me tied to the bed

I don't know how long its been, whether its been days or minutes i don't know. It feels like forever when his maid comes in to untie me.

Harrolds maid Bianca was the only good thing here. She always helped me after he touched me.
She would help me clean up and apply ointment to my skin

Most of the time it was just cuts or bruises, this time it was burns.

Its been months since he held a lighter to my skin but i guess i deserved it. I was bad and he is my dominant so its okay i think

Maybe if i was better he wouldn't hurt me

I wake up kicking and screaming only to be held tight as i cried. I realized it was Ares and snuggled into his chest as i cried

"Shhh baby you're okay, i got you" is the last thing i heard before i went into complete hyperventilating.

I can't hear or see which is making this worse. I can't breath i cant think. The last thing on my mind before i faint is that no one will ever truly love me

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AN: Hey lovelys, i know its been a while but ive been struggling alot with my mental health. Im going to try to update more for you guys though.

Remember to take care of yourseves physically and emotionally

You are valid and loved ❤️

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