Chapter 17: So?

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"Sometimes i think about life and how you've changed me

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"Sometimes i think about life and how you've changed me. The way you bumped into me and made sunshine appear on my world, the way you hold a smile even when life gets tough. Especially the way you can love people no matter how much they hurt you. You show me everyday that you are full of empathy, i like you alot and as nick says to charlie "i love liking you", that includes your stupid inappropriate jokes and your not so funny sense of humor. So i would like to ask officially, do you want to be my boyfriend? Shit was that too blunt- oh fuck im sorry, i mean we don't have to" Ares says rambling out the last part.

I look at him with tears in my eyes, unsure of what to say. I really want to be with him but im scared of what can happen.

Everyone ive met has been nice at first only to abuse me after and i don't think Ares would do that but im scared

He senses that im deep in thought and automatically hugs me, he lets go only to wipe the tears that have fallen from my eyes

"Shit im sorry darling i didn't mean to spring this on you- shit im sor-" he says before i cut him off

"I want to be your boyfriend" i said taking him in my arms and snuggling my face in his chest. As i look up i realize that this makes him to smile

"Oh Tesoro im so fucking happy you want to be with me" he kisses my face

"I do have some conditions though" i said trying to sound firm but i probably just sound like a dying cat

"Name them and whatever it is i will do" he says making my heart flutter

"I - I just need you to promise that you will never hurt me like they did.." i look down at my hands

He lifts my chin so my eyes meet his before kissing my cheek. He caresses my face softly almost as if hes afraid i will disappear

"I will never hurt you my boy, you are the kindest person i know and i need you to know that i would die before doing anything they did" he spoke softly making me burt into tears and lunge at him

He falls back onto the the ground, laughing as we fall into the grass. Ares holds me on top of him before flipping us over so hes hovering above me

His golden chain hangs in front of my face. He leans his head down and before i know it his lips are on mine

Here we are lying on the grass kissing like nothing else matters in this world

He kisses me with nothing but care, its nothing that ive ever experienced before. He's so gentle with me unlike others.

Butterflies erupte in my tummy as I kiss him back. If this is what heaven is then im gonna always be a good boy

His lips leave mine as he looks me in the eyes. He smiles at me, kissing my lips quickly before rolling off of me

We just stay there in the garden smiling at each other, its hard to think how everyone is afraid of him when he's my big teddy bear.

All i know is that he's different, he makes me feel loved. He's making me feel things ive never felt before and i couldn't have it any other way.

He gets up and grabs my hand pulling me to my feet, once im on my feet he ducks down and flips me over his shoulder causing me to squeal.

"Whats with you and picking me up" i laugh as he walks inside to the living room

"You're just so cute, i can't help but always want your touch" he chuckles and puts me down on the couch

"There is something i need to talk to you about, ive been wanting too talk about this since we were at the club" he says looking me up and down trying to read my body language

He smirks at me knowingly as my cheeks turn pink and i cover my face with my hands. Ares pulls my hands away before continuing

"So why don't we go over your knoll of BDSM?"

Oh shit

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Hey guys, hope yall enjoyed this chapter. Sorry for the cliff hanger but its currently 1 am for me😭

I honestly don't know why im writing at 1 am but anyways..

I don't sleep at this point.

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