"Please daddy i really want it" i cried as daddy puts the oreos back on the shelf. Ugh daddy is so mean i only have 5 packs of candy in the cart.
"No darling boy, you have more than enough candy at home" Ares says looking down at me. Why does he hav...
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Once i said that we were going to talk about BDSM Milos face and neck went dark red. I smirked knowingly
He clearly knows some stuff about it since he is definitely a little and he was at my club. However I don't want to push him and make him uncomfortable
"Uhm well- uhm" he start before covering his face with his hands
My adorable boyfriend
I actually feel generally happy that i can get used to calling him my boyfriend after his past aswell as mine
"Hush darling boy, why don't I talk and you just agree or disagree with what I say" i stated wanting to make him more comfortable
He nods his head as i grab my note book from the draw thats beside the couch. I start by writing the date of the agreement aswell as writing down bases to cover
"Okay darling lets talk about you, do you know about the roles of a dominant?" I ask him to which he nods
"Very good baby, I won't pressure you this time but i would like verbal replies so i knoe you are listening. For now you can just nod because i know you are nervous" i gently grab his hand due to him scratching himself
"Im sorry, when i get uhm, nervous i guess- well alot of things actually, crap thats not on topic. Anyways i tend to scratch myself as a way to stim" he starts before thinking
"I was diagnosed with PTSD last year aswell as ADHD and it causes me to stim alot" he explains
"Oh darling i completely understand, i have PTSD aswell however ive learned how to manage my impulses like scratching or hitting myself" i explained vulnerable
I had never told anyone about my PTSD, the only person who knows is my mama. She witnessed me one time when i was 16 and i tried to take my own life
After that she got a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with PTSD, however my father never knew and it will stay that way
"Really?" He looks at me with wide eyes as if no one has ever related to him before
"Yes baby, i understand you and you are 100% valid for feeling your emotions" i say, he smiles at me almost as if no one has ever helped him before
It breaks my heart seeing him like this and eventually i will talk to him about seeing a therapist. I want the best for my boy
"You can continue now" he says to me before blushing like the words didn't register until they were said
"Okay darling lets go over the rolls of a dominant" i caressed his face as i began talking
"A dominant is a partnership with a submissive, the whole role of BDSM is about consent. As a dominant i would never hurt you, neither would i ever touch you in any way without consent" i stated looking at him in shock as he starts talking
"So you want me to be your submissive then?" He raises his eyebrow which actually looks adorable on him
"Well i was getting to that but yes" i rolled my eyes, he giggled and slapped my hand away from poking his arm
"How rude" i stated pretending to be hurt as he laughed more.
Am i really that amusing or is he just weird. Actually its both- im amazing
"Don't poke me or ill bite your hand off" he say pointing his finger in my face, i pretend im gonna bite him and he automatically retreats his finger
"Do you know what submissive you are darling" i asked even though i already know from his behavior
"Im uhm a.." he looks down embarrassed
"Tesoro its nothing to be embarrassed about" i lift his chin so he looks at me
"You probably already know but im a little, when im not in little space though i am a.. submissive but also a brat.." he mumbles the last part
I already knew that and i know what he said through the mumble
"Thank you for telling me" i smile at him, he smiles back clearly still embarrassed
"Now lets start with what you are okay with"
__________________________________ AN: Hey, im so sorry guys but i honestly suck at spelling, i have ADHD and DT so my spelling/speech is delayed.
I try to proof read but i don't always notice it lol
Anyways hope you guys have a great day or night its currently 2 am for me
Love you all, I hope you guys can do some self care today. Maybe a shower/facial or if you are spiritual maybe you could pray/worship or burn some insents. Whatever makes you feel good!
