Raine's POV
His lips were on mine and they were moving so gently, I could taste the mint on his tongue, his hands were all over my body, touching and caressing me.
I had my hands locked in his hair as he kept savouring my mouth with kisses, his lips found my neck and he sucked on it making me gasp out loudly.
His hands were lost in my body as he squeezed and massaged my breast, his large hands were nothing short of perfect as they touched and explored every part of my body.
He had set me on fire with just a kiss, my hands reach down to his crotch area as I let it rest on his already hard member making him hiss into the kiss.
I stroked him from his pants and his growl of pleasure filled my ears, while he squeezed my waist lightly.
"Baby, we need to stop" he muttered letting go of my lips as he was breathless, I was panting too
"If we keep going, I won't be able to stop myself from claiming you and I don't wanna hurt you" he said resting his forehead on mine.
He had just come back from home, he went to pick a few things, including a flashdrive that contained movies that we could watch.
Yes I was still in the hospital, the surgery hadn't been done yet and everyday I felt myself getting weaker.
I told him I wanted to watch movies with him and he left to go get them, he came back moments ago and what was supposed to be a chaste kiss turned a full make out session.
"Come on, I bought popcorns, so let me put on the movie and we'll watch it together yeah" he said and I nodded biting my lip.
Halfways through the movie, I felt his eyes on me, it kind of made me lose concentration in what I was watching.
"You're doing it again" I muttered
"What"? He asked still looking at me
" You're staring Jace" I whispered out and he chuckled before intertwining our fingers on his laps.
"Do you regret it"? He asked making me look at him with questions
"Regret what"? I asked and he just shrugged
"Getting married to me" he whispered out and I just smiled
"No, I don't regret it, even though it wasn't really on a normal circumstances, I still don't regret it one bit"
"Would you marry me again if I asked you to, this time for real"? He asked staring into my eyes, his hazel eyes holding so much emotions.
I just gulped hard and nodded not trusting my own voice.
"Marry me" he said huskily
"I can't cook Jace" I said with a sad smile
"Don't worry, I'll always cook for both of us" he said running his thumb down my cheek
"Marry me" he repeated making me gulp down the tears threatening to surface
"I'm very stubborn" I mutter out and he just chuckled but I could see tears in his eyes
"That's why I love you Raine, Marry me" he said it again with a sad smile, tears were already dropping from his eyes, making mine drop too.
"I have cancer" I choked out and he cupped my face and stroked my cheek
"You don't have cancer baby, we have cancer, it's you and I against the world remember" he said lowly and I swallowed hard
"So Raine Cassie Sinclair would you do me the honors of marrying me again" he asked and I just chuckled out.
"That's a shitty ass proposal, but I'll marry you Jace, I'll marry you a million times over" I said through the tears and my smile and he breath out before capturing my lips in a kiss.
"I love you Raine" he muttered against my lips.
"I love you too Jace" I said with a smile and his eyes darkened
"Say it again baby" he whispered out and I laughed
"I love you Jace"
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My surgery was scheduled to take place a week from now, I was fucking nervous and scared, because I didn't know what would happen to me.
Jace had just gone home to quickly pick out some clothes and come back, he hadn't left my side once, he brought his work things here and set up a corner where he worked everyday.
I had tried convincing him that I was okay with him going to work but he wouldn't have it, he insisted on staying here with me
I know I had lost a whole lot of weight and I wasn't really strong anymore, everyday I felt my health declining but I had to put up a strong font for Jace
He left me with Ryan today before going home, Ryan was just sitting on the chair close to me and watching the TV.
I know it also affected him but he was just being strong so I wouldn't feel bad and plus I had told him not to pity me.
"Ry" I called out and he just turned to look at me "will you do something for me if I asked you to"? I asked and he just scrunched his brows at me
" Anything for you Raine" he said sitting down properly and facing me.
"I know Jace would probably kill me for this but I have to do it" I pause before continuing "I don't know how it's going to be like a week from now, I don't know if my surgery is going to be successful" I breath out
"Raine...." I cut him off
"Let me do this Ry, please" I whisper out and he just nods
"No matter what happens Ry, I want you to promised me that you'll look after Jace for me" I say swallowing hard
"I know nobody wants to talk about it but we have to be prepared for when it happens, if I die...... Ryan if I die, I need you to promise me that you'll not let him live in guilt and sadness" I say blinking back the tears but Ryan's are already pouring out
"Raine, nothing will happen to you, stop saying things like this, you're scaring me" he chokes out and I just give him a sad smile.
I pull out the drawer close to me and bring out a flash drive, it has a video in it, I had it made when I just found out I had cancer and also one time Jace had to go for a meeting and he left me here for over an hour.
"Take this, give it to Jace, if anything happens to me" I say handing Ryan the flashdrive.
"I can't take this Raine, you're going to have to live through next week and give it to him yourself" he says turning his head and wiping his tears
"Ry, please just take it" I plead with him and reluctantly he looks at me before taking it from me
"You better not die on me Raine" he mutters out making me chuckle at him.
"Come here" I say opening my arms for him and he just gets up and hugs me, I grimace a bit because my whole body hurts
I think he notices and pull back
"What's wrong, did I hurt you"? He asks with concern and I just shake my head with a smile.
From here on out, things are gonna be sad 😩😩😩
Like I said, this book is a sad one
There'll be lot of tests, and blood and more tears
Lol, I'm just kidding
But really get your tissues ready 😩😁😁😁
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