The way I look at you

Shame

3 days later -

At Kanawut Mansion:

"What's your opinion now ?? About your most trusted and beloved kid of the family ? You believed he is the only one who will take care of Gulf in that house. But see, he is the only one who destroyed not only Gulf but also all of us. I never imagined he can bring such a shame on us !", Anne shouted.

"I still can't believe Tong can do this. After all there is no evidence that he forced Gulf. It can be both of their will", Ken sighed!

Anne shouted more ,"What do you mean ? You are accusing your son ? Gulf can't do this. Ofcourse he was forced. Do you think Gulf is stable enough to express his will?"

Janie hugged her friend who started sobbing again. Janie wiped her tears and said ," Ken, your wife is right. Our Gulf baby can't do this. If he really had feelings for Tong and he wanted to express he could easily try to give me a signal. Cause no matter what I am always ready to fulfill our babies' wishes. So ofcourse it's Tong's fault who made our baby Gulf to choose this Path."

Ken looked at Janie with small eyes," I wonder how can you always blame your own son !"

Anne protested, "Just like you are doing now."

Ken sighed heavily. He is under too much stress in these 3 days. But as usual he didn't express to this world even though he wanted to scream while letting his tears flow .
He looked at his wife with calm eyes ,"  I didn't blame my Gulfie. And also I don't wanna blame Tong too. Cause as far as I know him he can't do this. I believe in him too just like i believe in my baby G. If there is something to be blamed it's my fate nothing more!", Ken stood up from his place.

Anne wiped her tears and glared at her husband,"Then do you want to sit at home doing nothing just because it's your fate ? Don't you care about your son ? He is missing for freaking 3 days !! What happened is already past. The shame on us is something we have to bear for a long time. But our son ? Don't you wanna see him ? I don't care about anything just want him back ! Ken, I already lost my 1st child years ago I don't want to loose the another anymore!!!", Anne cried hard.

Janie nervously gulped and patted her friend's back .

Ken looked at both of them and said ," It was always me who wanted to do something for seeing our son . For me Gulf is missing since he got married. If in those days you were with me I guess this day wouldn't come. But I believe we will get him back . For sure !"
He left the room leaving the two ladies.

In somewhere else:-

Tong was doing the dishes in the little kitchen while Gulf was sitting on his bed.
In past 3 days Gulf didn't try to speak a word. He became extremely silent. Tong understood his situation and gave him space.

After doing dishes Tong came to Gulf with a Towel.

Tong :- Gulf it's time for your bath. Come, let me help you.

Gulf was hugging his knees tightly and now hugged tighter.
Tong noticed it and sighed !
He came to Gulf and sat beside him.
Gulf moved a bit.

Tong :- Baby Gulf what's wrong with you ? Why are you trying to avoid me ?

Gulf said nothing, didn't even look at Tong.

Tong :- I know the rumour has brought shame on us since nobody knows the real thing. And you also know very well who is the cause of all this. Then why are you scared of me ? Just because the rumour you want to stay away from me?

Gulf remained unmoved.

Tong sighed and closed his eyes,"You know Gulfie it hurts. It really hurts if you are scared of me. You are completely protected from me when you are with me. I don't care about the shit going on in our business world. Even though everything is against me still I know there is nothing to be ashamed of. But it's okay if you do care. You can avoid me as much as you want just let me take care of you." Tong's voice broke in the last sentence.

Gulf wiped his tears and looked at Tong. Then he said in a whisper," Mama ...Papa...hate ..-"

"Me ! Yes they will hate me Gulf not you. You don't have to worry. I know that very well. And I also can tell that you know it too. But you are hesitating to mention that it's only Mew who will misunderstand you which is giving you heartache! It's okay though. But your phi really wants to take care of you", Tong left the room.

Gulf knew, Tong is hurt.
His parents are hurt.
Mew is embarrassed.

Because of him.

Yes , everything is because of him.

But Mew isn't being embarrassed better than a heartbreak?

I couldn't save your reputation, but I saved your love!

In a Bar, Bangkok:

Mew finished the seventh glass of wine.

Boat :- Buddy hold on, you are drinking like an insane from past 3 days. Please stop it now.

Mew :- I hate you Gulf Kanawut! I hate you!

Boat:- Man it's not good for your health. And you are already drunk. Throw it .

Mew :- Were you that much in love with him huh ?? You ! Little piece of shit !! The useless fragile creature!! You ran away with him ?? Whoaa your innocent face cheats your charecter! But for this shit my reputation is now floating on water !!! Can't believe! I am the CEO of ASJ company......

Mew shouted at the top of his voice.
Boat took the glass and threw it. He hugged Mew tightly to give him a support and said ,"Bro easy !! Everything will be okay . Just take one month leave from work, all will be okay. People will gossip for some days then forget it soon. "

Mew broke the glass of wine and blood started flowing from his palm, "Why he did this Boat ?? Can you tell me why?? He was that much a whipped lover ???"
Boat cursed,"Shit man !! You are in mess. Get up now. We have to treat the wound soon . My bad, does it hurt here?"

Mew stood up with help of Boat and somehow managed to keep himself standing. With a drunk voice he pointed his finger towards his heart," Here".

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