The way I look at you

Letting you go

At Kanawut Mansion:

Gulf's POV~

It's been 2 hours I got my consciousness back.

I can't still process what just happened in Suppasit Palace.

What P'Tong just said and Miss Janie confessed is still like a fairy tales to me.

Does anybody really exist in real life who's hands are drenched in blood like Janie?

I couldn't take those anymore. I couldn't believe what was happening there. I felt like the lady Macbeth from book's page suddenly appeared infront of my eyes.

Is business world really like this ? People can do anything for getting success or wealth?

But seeing Mama and Papa I never imagined this.

Well, if I push this story part and come back to presence I feel more down.

Why suddenly everything messed up?

Flashback ~

When I woke up I found myself at my home.

I took 10 minutes to gather myself.

Well, Mama and Papa must have been drove me here.
But I am not focusing on that part.

My mind is still in Suppasit house.

Suddenly the door of my room got opened revealing the figure of P'Tong.

Did he come with us ?
Did he really tell that to Mama and Papa?

I was feeling kinda bittersweet at this fact.
But why is P'Tong wearing a suit like he is going somewhere?

Phi came to me and ruffled my hair. He smiled and asked,"Hey baby Gulfie I am sorry that you had to see those at our house. But hope you are feeling better now. You are my brave baby."

P'Tong laughed and pinched my cheeks. I smiled back at him.

"So, you are here already? Have you told everything to them ? Are you going to leave with us ?", I raised my one eyebrow and asked him playfully.

He smiled again ," Do I look like that I am going to stay with you huh ?"

"That's the confusing part. You dressed up like you are going to an urgent meeting ", I pouted .

P'Tong laughed," Why an useless person like me will go for a meeting?"

"Phiiii", I sat on the bed and angrily pouted .

"Ahh sorry sorry kitten I won't tell that anymore. But actually I am leaving", he said.

"Huh? What ? Leaving? Where and why ?" I was really surprised.

"To Japan. I was thinking from a long time ago that I really should go there. One of my friends offered me a good job in his publishing agency. This is the time for accepting it I think", He smiled and caressed my hair.

"What ?? How come ?? That soon ?? Haven't you told anything to my parents?", I asked in too much surprise .

He sighed! "This is not something I just can tell out of the blue and they will believe me. That will think it's a story made up in my mind."

"But we can prove it can't we?", I asked eagerly.

"I don't want to. For this matter I will feel low if I have to give any "proof" to make them believe. This is hard to believe for them without proof and this is hard to give any proof for me. It's better if we don't think about it anymore. I am okay and going to make a future soon. Everything is fine", he said with an another sigh !