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2. Despised

I underestimated this girl I tell you! When I thought these people don't like her, I didn't know that they absolutely despised her for her ill behaviors and actions. Apparently, she has done much more than her brain cells can remember. Even kanha himself doesn't have a liking towards her, when He is known to be a very patient man who treats each of His wives and devotees equally. Not to mention she had not-so-nicely argued with the elders of the family.

I got this informations from the maids gossiping. She had even terrorized the maids! She had been given a home with many maids to cater to her needs, like every other wife of Kanha. But this house feels not-so-homey to me although it is very beautiful.

I have been here for three days now and none of the family members have yet come to visit me, not even Kanha, which just explains how much she means to them. This is actually good for me because I don't know how to deal with them yet. As far as I know from the Puranas, Kanha devides himself at night into several forms, one for each wife, and spends the night with each wife simultaneously. In the morning, all his forms unite into one body of Krishna when Krishna works as the king of Dvaraka. So the fact that He didn't bother to have one of His forms come here at night even after knowing her health's condition speaks a lot about His dislike.

When I was myself, err... I mean when I was Nishtha, I liked Him a lot and still do, so, I'm sure that I wouldn't like it if He comes here and talks indifferently to me... I might even cry.

I have been keeping a low profile these few days. The maids surely have thought that their terrible mistress has lost her mind after falling into the water. That is because I have not been terrible to them at ALL! I even tried to smile at one when she came to serve me food and medicine, but she got even more scared thinking I have planned something horrible to do to her... can't blame her though. The memories I got from this girl's brain, Goodness! Even I'm cringing at the thought of living as her temporarily.... It is temporary, right? I would return to my old self right??

Ahhhh... I should have appreciated it more when I could live as my Mom's daughter.... I wanna go home, Mummaaa!!!

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