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4. The Meet

Okay! So, here it is! I'm really nervous about this part actually.... Fingers crossed that you guys would like it🤞
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Holy Shit! I am freaking out right now. Kanha is here, to meet ME! I mean to meet His wife which is ME! What am I supposed to do? How should I react? Wait! Am I even supposed to meet Him? I'm not really his wife, am I? Won't me meeting Him be wrong because I'm not really his wife? Ahhhhhh.... I'm about to go crazy!

It's hardly been about a minute or two but feels like hours of anxiety to me. My heartbeat's going nuts and my abdomen's aching due to nervousness. 

(A/N: Idk about others but whenever I'm nervous, my stomach starts aching!)

Just as I thought I'd have a MI, footsteps were heard coming into the room and suddenly, the whole room felt light and comfortable. My entire being suddenly was no more anxious rather I felt calm throughout. It was evident that He was here, He was the only one whose mere presence could soothe anyone in seconds.

(A/N: This is from my personal experience actually... Just saying His name or remembering Him soothes me and calms me down when I'm nervous or afraid. Tell me if have any such experience or how you feel him with you.)

I was still by the window, so my back was towards Him and I was fucking frozen.

"I see you are doing well now"

And He talks!

He talked to ME! The Lord of the Universe talked to me! Narayan talked to Me! Oh My God!!

Although what He said was very, very nonchalant, like He didn't care. However happy I am with the fact that He talked to me, it also felt like my heart was stabbed with some sharp object due to His indifferent tone. I don't know which reason made me tear up, but I didn't let the tears fall.

Blinking back the tears which formed and gulping down the lump in my throat, I took a deep breath to gain control my emotions, I slowly turned back to face Him. My eyes were downcast and I did not dare to raise them to look at Him, not knowing if I deserved to see the beautiful divine being in front of me.

Clearing my throat, I mustered the courage to do the least I could, i.e., greet Him.

"G-Good Evening Dwarkadhish, it is a pleasure to see you here!", I managed to squeak out, stuttering a bit.

A moment passed in silence while I kept looking down at the floor as if it was the most interesting thing on Earth and wondering why He was not saying anything.

"But you did not see me yet, did you now?", He asked, "You don't have the courage to even look at me now, Rajkumari, I figure it is because of your little attempt recently?"

Well, it was quite a big attempt actually, not to mention someone died and someone travelled through time....

"Well, I have been thinking over my wrong deeds ever since I woke up and I realized how wrong I was. I deeply and sincerely apologize for all that I have done till now. Trust me, I have been trying to change and I swear I would not do any stupid things from now on, Dwarkadhish!", I said all this in one breath with my eyes closed. I felt like this was the best option for me. I cannot undo whatever has been done and I definitely cannot endure it if He hates me. At least if I apologize, I hope He would not hate me.

"So I have heard, Rajkumari", He replied, I think he is talking about what the maids have passed on to the outer world, "That is why I am here tonight. Everyone deserves a second chance if they are willing to change their ways and follow the path of Dharma and good deeds and so do you. I am here to give you another chance at being a good human being, Rajkumari. From now on, I will be here every night with you like I am with others, I will do my duties as your husband. I hope you don't let this chance go down the drain."

I was still processing everything he said. Another chance... so He doesn't hate me. Yay!! No! Wait! He will be here with me EVERYNIGHT? DUTIES OF A HUSBAND??? What the actual fuck! I don't think I would be able to handle that!!!!

"Rajkumari?", His voice brought me back from my bizarre thoughts.

"Yes! Yes, of course I won't let this chance go into waste. I will be on my best behavior. Thank you so much for this chance, Dwarkadhish!", I blurted out, joining my hands.

Again a moment of silence passed.... Why isn't He saying anything? This is getting awkward for me now!

"Why are you calling me Dwarkadhish? Wives refer to their husbands as 'Arya', right? And as far as I remember you always called me that", Shit! I did know that but I completely forgot!

"Ahh well, actually, I have been a little dazy after the incident... haha uh", Wow! Wonderful save, you fool!

"Really? And why haven't you looked at me yet? You apologized and I gave you another chance, right?"

"Well, I am still embarrassed of my actions that's why", I replied, hoping He would believe me.

Maybe He believed me, maybe he didn't and just chose to ignore my blatant lies and finally said,

"Very well then. Let's go to sleep now.... I have a long day of work tomorrow", saying this He started moving towards the bed.

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She didn't look at Him yet! AND they are going to bed!!

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