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5. An Episode

Okay so, this chapter is a bit saddening and there are mentions of physical and verbal abuse. Hope you all like it though.

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What am I supposed to do now? I was still standing in the same position thinking what to do.

"Aren't you going to come to bed? Why are you still standing there, Rajkumari?", He asked, already getting on bed.

"Yes!", I blurted out in a high-pitched tone.

I started walking towards the bed, still looking at the floor, with millions of thoughts. Technically, I am His wife now, right? So, I should sleep on the bed with Him.... Besides, why should I leave my soft, comfortable bed to Him? And I should also not sacrifice my sleep for Him, right?

Okay, who am I kidding... I am freaking out, I haven't even looked at Him till now, how am I supposed to handle sleeping with Him on the same bed??And did I just say ‘His wife’? That sounds even bizarre to me!!

By the time I reached the bed, He was already under the comforter and I finally mustered up the courage to take my eyes off the floor, slowly trailing them over to side of the bed where He laid. A small night lantern was lit by His side, the light illuminating His figure. He was facing towards the lantern, so His back was to me. His entire body was under the comforter, except his head. All I could see was a mop of curly, shoulder length hair laying on a pillow.

Getting on the bed as carefully as I could to not disturb Him, my body and mind relaxed instantly as I laid down on my pillow, due to His presence. I maintained as much distance as I could keep from Him, almost laying on the edge of the bed on my side. He was breathing evenly... wow! He must have been really tired to fall asleep so quickly.

Releasing a long breath, I closed my eyes, feeling the sleep close in.

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3rd person pov: (From here we will refer to our girl as Mirawati only, but remember that this Nishtha whose soul was transferred. Ik it's a bit confusing but bear with me pls!)

The nightmare------

Their hands were all over her body, touching her without her permission, against her wishes. She denied, screamed, begged, twisted and turned her body, tried to fight back, attempted to escape but at the end, she lied there helplessly as they used her for their pleasure.

"Your whole existence is to please me, you whore. Scream and beg all you want, but no-one's going to save you! "

"No", she whispered weakly.

But all they did was laugh wickedly continuing to abuse her and she continued to cry and say 'NO'.

Mira sat upright on the bed, a silent scream leaving her mouth, having woken up from that terrible nightmare. It had become a routine for her now.

She was breathing heavily, sweating profusely, trying to convince herself that she was safe. She was suddenly aware of the fact that Kanha was right next to her and that He might be disturbed and tried to get of the bed.

(A/N: After-all she did love and care for Him since her previous life as Nishtha. So, even in that state she was not willing to disturb Him.)

But as soon as she got off the bed, her legs quivered and she kneeled on the floor, holding the edge of the bed barely keeping her balance. Taking a deep breath, she again attempted to stand up to get away from the bed and Kanha, this time succeeding. Taking the help of the wall she managed to walk to the other side of the room near the window, where the earthen clay pot containing water (A/N: this water is so healthy!!!) was placed. Taking hold of the glass made of clay with her shivering hands, she filled it with some water and managed to wet her dry throat with the cool water.

Holding the glass which still had some water in it, tightly with both her shivering hands she sat on the floor beside the window and sipped on the water again.

After finishing the water, she kept the glass on the floor beside her and looked outside the widow. It was still very dark, probably, a little after midnight. She could see the beautiful night sky enhancing the beauty of Dwarka-Nagri even further, she could hear some nocturnal birds chirping sweetly, but her mind was not at peace. On the contrary, her mind was filled with the thoughts of her nightmares.

She zoned out thinking about her nightmare, which was not the best idea, she quickly realized that when all she could see were the horrid faces of those monsters from her nightmare and her own self getting molested and abused, instead of the beautiful night view of Dwarka AND all she could hear were the humiliating and disgusting words from those monsters' mouths and her own wretched screams while they abused her, instead of the birds' chirping. Soon, Mira began clutching her hair out of frustration of not being able to get rid of the horrid nightmare, simultaneously trying to cover her ears, she also began scratching her skin until it was red to get rid of the feeling of their hands on her body, whimpering all along.

Little did she know, someone was already awake and sitting on the bed, watching this episode of her's in shock and sorrow.

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