Save Me

Chapter 3

Xander pov :

We left the car and headed to school going to my locker to grab my books for the first period " English " my favourite subject , i closed my locker and started to head to my class

Gabe : wait Mr smiley , wait for me

Xan : ugh , gabe for the million time don't call me that in school Mr radio

Gabe : hey , that is not fair , you got to call me Mr radio and I can't call you Mr smiley.

Xan : fine , fine , hurry up or we are going to be late for the first period.

Gabe : okay , okay

We entered the classroom sitting at the back waiting for the teacher to come , my phone just rang

Ashton : hey xander , we are coming next week , sorry we have so much work and we couldn't finish it till next week .

Xan : okay Ashton , take care of your self and don't exhaust yourself and Asher too I love you all

Ashton : we love you too Xany and Asher is freaking out cause he can't find a perfect gift for you typical Asher

Xan : I gotta go now the teacher came talk to you later Ashton

Ashton: okay , bye and pay attention

Xan : okay bye .

The teacher came and started to tell us about a story we should read and I want you all to write a poem from your own creation and submit it next week the teacher said . The bell rang and I left the class room

Gabe : xany , my bestie you gotta help me in this please

Xan : huh no Mr smiley why ?

Gabe : Mr smiley , who is Mr smiley?

Xan : no gabe do it come on it won't be that hard , the teacher said anything and it isn't hard for you write what comes on your mind buddy

Gabe : so I write anything

Xan : not something stupid that gives you a detention idiot

Gabe : okay , I gotta go for my math class see you in history bye

Xan : bye

Heading towards the chemistry lab for my next class and my phone started ringing

Father : xander where the hell are you ?

Xan : I am in the school dad , what is wrong

Father : WHY DID I GET TO KNOW THAT YOU FAILED PHYSICS YOU IDIOT.

Xan : I did my best dad and that all I could do , I am sorry I will do better this year

Father : YOU ARE A SHAME TO THE FAMILY XANDER , YOU ARE MISTAKE XANDER , CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT , I DON'T WANT HEAR YOUR VOICE .

He hung up on me , he is right I am a failure , I can't do anything right .

Xan : hey gabe , I am going home I am not feeling well

I closed my phone and started heading to the park sitting down ,

TW : SELF - HARM

I took the blade from my bag , a cut for being a failure , a cut for being a shame to the family , a cut after a cut , I didn't realise I had went too far , blood was every were my phone started to ring I saw the Id it was Gabriel I was too weak to answer the phone I started to see black spots until I lost conscious .