Xander pov :
Gabriel is driving the car to school while i am forced to eat the breakfast cause i didn't have xany and gabe day we reached school early
Gabe : what happened Xander ?
Xander : happened what , there is nothing gabe
Gabe : really xander , nothing is wrong dude we know each other since diapers.
Xander : i don't want to bother you Gabe
Gabe : you won't bother me Xander , i will listen to you at anytime .
Xander : thanks man , but for real i am fine so don't worry
Gabe : Xander listen to me , i won't force you to tell me anything but i am here whenever you need me and i love you Xander , you are the brother that i never got so please if you need to talk or if you are going through hard time don't hesitate to come and tell me please
i couldn't hold my tears anymore i burst into tears as i hugged him like my life depends on it
Gabriel pov :
the second Xander burst into tears i knew nothing is right and he was hiding it cause he didn't want to worry anyone i felt sad and helpless for the first time i didn't know what to do to help just to hold him tell he feel slightly better as i was hugging him a though came into my brain
Gabe : Xander , do you trust me ?
Xander : huh , what does it mean ?
Gabe : do you or not ?
Xander : yes , i do trust you gabe , what are you going to do ?
i started the car again and left the school parking lot making Xander to look at me with wide eyes
Xander : Gabriel , what the hell are you doing , we have school ?
Gabe : do you have a tracker in your car ?
Xander : no , why are you asking ?
Gabe : that is perfect , we are going to have xany and gabe time now
Xander : ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND GABE I KNOW I MESSED UP YESTERDAY BUT NOT TO MAKE ME DITCH SCHOOL GABRIEL
Gabe : i asked you do you trust me and you said yes , cause i won't leave my brother suffer and i sit hear do nothing
Xander : are you taking me to a therapist no STOP THE DAMN CAR NOW GABRIEL OR I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CU-
Gabe : WILL YOU SHUT UP XANDER , I AM NOT TAKING YOU TO A GOD DAMN THERAPIST
as i shout at him i lost it , i parked beside the road and started to cry , i know i didn't mean to cry or make him guilty and i am not an attention seeker as i cry i tell him
Gabe : i want to help you xander you are my god damn best friends hell you are my brother , i feel hopeless Xander that i can't help you you are suffering and i am here laughing and doing nothing i love you Xander i can't forgive myself if anything happened to you
Xander pov :
Gabriel is telling and i really felt for the first time that my parents words are wrong i got people who care for me i really didn't know what to do maybe telling him is not a bad idea i trust him more than i trust myself and my brothers i hugged him letting him cry and you think that he is always the bubbly kid but he is not i know what he has been through and now we are crying mess just two broken teenager
Xander : okay , stop crying we will run out of water
this got a small laugh from Gabriel
Gabe : i am sorry i didn't mean to cry , i just i -
Xander : hey ,hey ,hey take a deep breath gabe , i know i know and i am here for you too and trust me in this if i ever want to do something i will do it with you i still remember the promise we did " we live together and die together "
Gabe : thank you , are you ready ?
Xander : i was born ready Mr radio
Gabe : okay let's go Mr smiley
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Save Me
General FictionA 17 year old Xander is suffering in silence and he is good at hiding his emotions and he is only known for his smiley and bubbly personality but will someone will be able to see behind this mask and save him before he drown in his own darkness TW...
