Save Me

Chapter 9

Xander pov :

I was discharged from the hospital going to my parents home I know they left the town since my brothers came , so I won't be insulated for two month that is great , here we are Asher announced that we had reached home I got out the car still in my thoughts that I didn't hear Asher and Gabriel calling my name until Gabriel touched me

Gabriel : are you okay Xander ?

Xander : I am fine , why ?

Asher : we have been calling you the past five minutes , is everything is okay Xander , is there something is bothering you brother ?

Xander : no , Asher I would like to rest now

Asher : okay , when dinner is ready I will wake you up brother

Xander : okay , see you at dinner brother

Asher : bye , Xander

I went to my room , silence is all I hear , there was too much voices that I didn't like , going to the bathroom showering then wearing a hoodie and sweatpants and I sit near my window listening to music , everything is quite and weird , I was so close to suicide , but Gabriel saved me , I know he didn't believe my lie that I told to my brother but he know better not to tell my brother anything , and I am grateful for it , I want to dissappear , leave the world , to a place where I don't get bullied or called names or where I feel worth or wanted that someone appreciate my existence , that someone will not be ashamed of me or a burden , my brothers just pity me cause I am the youngest they don't care at all they just feel bad that they left me all alone with my parents , I wish I had succeed in killing my self , you know what my parents are right I am a failure and I fail in everything even taking my own life I failed in it , I deserve everything is happening to me .

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Here is a chapter of Xander thoughts what do you think ?