Baby Mothers ( Bryshere Gray ) Book #1

Ch15 : I still love...

India

Me-please tell me you're not pregnant
Keke-that's what I got the pregnancy test for, to see if I'm pregnant
Briana: what's taking so lo-
Me-Briana
Briana- what is she doing here?
Briana look down at what Keke is holding and said
"Tell Bryshere I said to tell Chresanto I said hi" she grabbed the band aids and she walked away.
I rolled my eyes because I know she's going somewhere to cry.
Me-do you really want to have his baby?
Keke- you and Briana got his baby, why can't I ?
Me-because it's not a game! , you know what ? Good luck! You just gon end up being another baby momma
Keke- I want stop til I get his baby .

My response to what she said was a thumbs up because I didn't know she was so crazy , I thought she was one of us, she's just Justine 2.0.

Briana
9pm
I was contemplating on rather I should call Chresanto or not. My door opened and I jumped
Bryshere - hi
Me-Ima get my key changed, BJ is in his room, sleep, so you can leave
Bryshere - I'm actually here to talk to you
Me-what do you want?
I started getting nervous
Bryshere - is there something going on between you and the homie ?
Me-are you expecting a new child?
Bryshere- the question is simple
Me-so is mine
Bryshere - well no I'm not I stay protected , it's impossible
Me- whatever, tell that to Keke she was buying pregnancy test today .
Bryshere - stop tryna change the subject
Me-No! Damn, leave me the hell alone!
Bryshere- I can tell when you're lying , I can't believe you
Me- you can't believe me ?! ME!? I can't believe you ! You keep bringing that bitch around me and keep making me feel some type of way , I could slap you right now .

With no hesitation I slapped him.
Bryshere - I been calling you all kinds of names and talking bad about you around him , so he thought I didn't love you anymore , but I do I love you , I never stopped loving you.
Me- shut up , don't do this , don't do this now.
I pressed my lips against his and I felt at home again, I felt as if I'm on the moon and my legs are no longer participating with gravity , but it was to good to be true ,

That's when I woke up laying next to Chresanto after I told myself I wasn't going to do it again .
I woke him up and told him he have to leave ,he put on his pants before he could put on his shirt I snatched it from him and said "mine."
Me-this is something I can remember you by, ok?
Chresanto - what do you mean?
Me- we can't do this anymore .
Chresanto -why ? Is it because of Bryshere ? He don't like you anymore I already told you .
Me- I know but it doesn't feel right , plus he's coming to see BJ today at 5
Chresanto - what am I gon have to remember you by?
I kissed him one last time and he stood there in a daze "there" I said.
Chresanto- I think I love you
Me-don't say that
Chresanto- no, I mean it
Me- we haven't known each other for a month , it's just lust
Chresanto- I don't care, he don't see you like I do , Get over him already he's with Keke now
Me- its complicated , I told you already
Chresanto - it's that complicated that your here with me right now?
Me- you're a perfect example of it.
Chresanto - So I'm a complication ?
Me-no
Chresanto - you've been using me hu?
Me-no, I like you, I really do but think about it, it's wrong.
Chresanto - I'm sorry to tell you this but Bryshere do not care about you anymore.
Me-ok than call him and tell him you're with me right now and you been sleeping with me since his welcome back party.
Chresanto - only if we don't stop what we have going on
Me-deal.

-Chresanto on the phone-
I began bitting my nails
Chresanto - aye
Bryshere-wassup?
Chresanto looks at me and I can tell he was nervous .
Chresanto - I'm at Briana's house right now
Bryshere-for what?
Chresanto -we have something going on
Bryshere-ya'll been fucking ?
Chresanto- yeah
Bryshere-ok
-Bryshere hangs up the phone-
Chresanto- told you ,
Chresanto kiss my cheek ,
Chresanto - I have an interview today see you later
I said "okay" even though I was still in shock , I like Chresanto and all but I still want Bryshere , I think I have to live with it , he really don't love me anymore.
I got up to make BJ breakfast when I went to the living room I see Chresanto playing with him and Both of them was having a good time the only time he laugh that hard is when I blow his belly button or tickle him.
Me-you're great with kids
Chresanto - I'm a natural
Me-you can leave now though
Chresanto- okay beautiful
I rolled my eyes at his response.
Chresanto put BJ down and headed out the door shirtless .
BJ got sad a little and threw a fit but I put him in his chair and gave him his breakfast .
India came in moments after BJ started devouring his food.
India-please don't tell me that was Chresanto leaving your house shirtless earlier
Me-he told me he loves me
India - damn girl, pussy that good
Me-don't say words like that in front of BJ !
India-oh yeah I'm sorry
Me- I'm scared Indy , I didn't know he was gonna fall inlove and even BJ like him
India-do you like him?
Me-yea but I love Bryshere , but Bryshere hate me
India-you don't know that for sure
Me-try me
India-what happened?
Me-Chresanto literally called Bryshere while I was in bed with him on speaker to tell him he had something going on with me just to prove Bryshere don't care about me anymore
India- wow , what did Bryshere say?
Me-he just said "ok" then he hung up
India-tough love.
Me-I really believe I can get over Bryshere , Because I miss the old him and it don't seem like he's gonna ever love me..
India - you haven't told him how you feel anyway
Me-not going to , I'm tired of holding on to him,
India- isn't he supposed to come see BJ today at 5
Me-yeah,

7pm

I can't believe Bryshere is two hours late to see his son. BJ just had fell on my lap and I carried him to his room ,
Then I dialed Bryshere number
-on the phone-
Me-are you serious why you never showed up ?
Bryshere-sorry I thought you were busy playing house with Chresanto
Me-are you serious , you either want to be in his life or out
Bryshere - OFCOURSE I WANT TO BE IN HIS LIFE, HE'S MY SON!
ME-DONT YELL AT ME , OK? AND DONT TAKE WHAT I DO OUT ON MY SON , OK?
Bryshere-It's not even like that
Me-than what is it? Huh?
Bryshere-I'm on my way
Me-don't bother.
I hung up the phone.

10 mins later
My door swung open as if someone was gasping for air
Bryshere - damn Briana out of everyone , one of the closest people to me?
Me-are you crazy?! My baby is sleep!
Bryshere- no Briana our baby is sleep, remember?
Me- are you drunk ?!
Bryshere - are you here?
Me- are you kidding me? You were drinking and driving , you dumb ass.
Bryshere - I was also on the phone with you
Me- I can't believe you right now , you want me to lose you again or something ?
I put one of his arms around my neck and laid him on the couch I locked my door then I reached in the closet to get him a blanket and he fell asleep .
The next morning someone woke me up , it was BJ he grabbed my hand and led me to Bryshere sleeping on the couch.
I got a cup of water
"Pour this on daddy"
Even though he only understood half a word I said I helped him pour it on him.
Bryshere -what happened ?
Me-you're a drunk , and I think your son knows.
Bryshere - I'm sorry
Me-sure
I went to the refrigerator and got BJ a lunchable
Bryshere -you're a great mother
Me-thanks
Bryshere-I'm sorry for coming in drunk last night
Me-why did you ? Why would do that to your kids ?
Bryshere- trust me I'm great at drinking and driving .
Me-I don't care , you're a father now , ok?
Bryshere -I've missed you
Me-I missed you to , words can't explain
Bryshere-how many guys you've been with since I been gone
Me-no, since you've been "dead" 0 til Chresanto came along
Bryshere-do you like him?
Me-yea,yeah I do
Bryshere - you know I can tell when you're lying
Me-yea but I'm not lying,
Bryshere - I wish you were lying
Me- I wish you were out of your mind when you brought that bitch in my house but no, you knew what you were doing, the 2nd time !
Bryshere-why you have to be like that?
Me-anyway, how's her pregnancy coming along
Bryshere-it's not coming, she's not pregnant , you read to much gossip
Me-no I seen her with pregnancy test at cvs a couple days ago
Bryshere-we just started having regular sex yesterday ,she just got on the pill
Me-regular, what does that mean?
Bryshere- yes, regular, in Jamaica we didn't have any condoms so we stuck to oral sex.
Me-I don't want to hear that.
Bryshere- that don't make any sense ,why would she be getting a pregnancy test?
Me-it's called planned pregnancy, dumb ass
-The door bell rings-
Me-can you get the door, it's probably India