Innocent Lovers (#2)

Kaia' POV

I came out of the hospital a few days ago and I was just in my bed for the longest time. My friends are fake. I almost got raped, and the boy who I was slowly falling in love with almost gave me the same disease he has.

I can't even say that word, that's how trifling it is. When the nurse came back in on me I told her about the situation and I immediately got tested and everything came back clear.

The overwhelming feeling I got was so intense my anxiety was on a thousand.

Even though the results came back clear I was less upset with him. Maybe he did that because he thought I wouldn't want to be with someone who had a disease that severe.

Or maybe he thought that he loved me but really doesn't and just want to fuck around with me the whole time, when I specifically told him that I am not a friends with benefits type of girl.

Everyone came and was seeing me in a rotation. My bestie never left my side and I'm so grateful for that, even though I know she is clearly sick of me.

But I love Victoria words can't describe how much I thoroughly appreciate this girl.

She is actually the one who told me to come out to Dante's random ass party tonight.

I told her I would only go if June is here because I desperately need to speak with him about the whole situation. It's all so heavy on my chest and if I'm being honest I still am in love with him, and want him to be my boyfriend.

It is kind of confusing though because the last two days that I was in the hospital Dante did come and see me, and he spent longer than three hours with me and nothing less than that.

We had a lot of cheerful and sad conversations and at times I felt like he was trying to flirt with me... but honestly I was just looking for updates and information on June to know how he's still feeling about me.

As I entered the party I felt his eyes on me. I mean... I don't blame him because I look sexy as fuck, and I have covered all my bags, discolouration and bruises with some concealer. I also added a little blush, trimmed the fuck out of these eyebrows and put a thick layer of mascara on.

I mostly popped off in case June was here and actually decided to lay his eyes on me.

The amount of messages, phone calls and voicemails I have left this man... I know he hasn't blocked me because all my messages are going through. We still have each other's locations and he doesn't have an apple watch. So at this point there's really no explanation for him to be deadass ignoring me right now.

I'm lost in my thoughts but I feel eyes on me. I understand I'm the only girl who is wearing white. Well Vic is wearing white too but my outfit is more sexy and hers is more in a track pants type of way.

I am also wearing heels and all these mother fuckers are wearing white. I may have dressed a little too extra for this event. But it's mostly because I need to show June that he didn't hurt me when he really frikin did.

Dante is like fantasizing about me from across the room. Constantly. I can't... I don't understand why. I really hope he isn't feeling me because if that is the case I don't want J to think that I am the type of girl to hop onto his friends, when really all I fucking want is him.

And then boom. I feel his presence in the room before I even see him. He sees me as he is in the middle of the stairs and I begin to walk towards him but he diverts his eyes from me and onto Dante.

My pride and feelings are hurt.

He didn't even look at me for longer than five firkin seconds... Am I being firkin delusional? Am I holding onto someone who is clearly done with me and tried to give me aids?

My eyes start to flood with tears and I dart towards and up the stairs to duck into a bedroom, bathroom... just any firkin room at this point to just sulk.

I've been in this room for about almost an hour and Victoria is blowing up my fucking phone looking for me. I just can't even bother right now.

Kaia where the fuck are you ?!!

Have you seen June ?!?

He looks kind of fucking hot right now

BITCH GET INTO THE KITCHEN NOW !!!

                                                                                             Kay I'm coming...

There's no way to say no to this girl. I leave what looks like a guest bedroom but before I unlock the door I dart into the bathroom to see how I look.

Surprisingly my makeup is still looking good and my mascara hasn't run down my face either.

I head back out and unlock the door but at the same time someone pushed open the door and it startled me.

I backed back up into the room as Dante stepped in. He looks surprised to see me in here.

"Are you okay kk" he said to me as I walked past him I quickly said "I need to find Vic..." "in the kitchen" I heard him say as I was at the stairs but I was too far away to say thank you, so I'll just say it to him later on in the night.

I head down the stairs and hear a lot of commotion of people screaming "one more shot" in a chanting manner repeatedly.

I enter the kitchen following the noise and there he is. Staring me dead in my face with alcohol splatter on his shirt, a smug smile on his lips and a whole bottle that is almost finished in his hand.

My J wouldn't even take a sip.. and here he is with a whole bottle in his fucking hand, is really pissing me off. I can't divert my eyes from him. Did I fall in love with someone who I didn't even know? Someone who lied to me for the past couple of months... my mind is spinning with questions.

Then some petite girl who is basically frikin naked snakes her arms around his neck and gives him a kiss. Not just a regular peck on the lips, like their tongues are all over each other.

At that point I back up out of the room and head for the front door.

Someone is calling my name but I don't care I'm just going to call myself an Uber, cry and head firkin home.

Tonight was such a huge mistake thinking June actually wanted me, actually cared about and wanted me... 

Authors note✨

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See you all next chapter ❕