Tequila Nights, Tipsy Lights (Revelry Series #3)

Hakbang 18

I am totally damned.

Alam kong mali... pero hindi ko kayang tumigil. Para bang kasalanan kung itigil ko 'yon, o na hahanap hanapin ko kaya hindi ko mabitawan ang labi niya. It was like a treat too tempting to resist. Something that soothes me so why would I stop it. And a thing that felt so right... even if I know that it's not.

Every move of our lips sends me to an edge. Every bite I made on his lower lip made me so thrilled and hot. I fucking want to claim him. So bad.

"Let's go home," bulong ko sa gitna ng halik.

I want... to feel him some more.

Maybe it's the alcohol in my system, or the night... the jealousy, or the days I've tried so hard to avoid him. Dahil ngayon, gustong gusto kong halikan pa siya. Angkinin.

I want to slap him everytime it'll flash on my mind how he leaned on that girl. And then I would kiss him again to remind him... who is the fucking boss here.

At that exact moment, everything I stood for flew out of the window. Wanting to save what was left in our friendship? Vanished. Didn't want to put malice between us? Gone. Avoiding him so I could fucking forget my feelings? Lost, like a fading echo.

I have no thoughts. All I crave... is to feel him even more.

"Take me home, Avino." I whispered again.

He held my waist. It was like a switch. I feel hotter. My whole body is tingling with sensation.

"Okay. Uuwi na tayo, hmm..." bulong niya pabalik habang humahalik pa rin.

I let out a little moan, not sure if it's because I'm frustrated, craving deeper kisses, or just wishing we could magically appear in our condo. All I know is that this moment feels absolutely... undeniably... fucking good.

He cursed repeatedly when he heard me whimper. Humigpit ang hawak niya sa baywang ko at imbes na masaktan, mas lalo lang akong napaso. He suckled my tongue one more time and tugged my lower lip, before he stopped kissing me.

Hinihingal sa halik, nagkatinginan kami. Namumungay ang mga mata niya at pulang pula ang labi. Some of my lipstick was on his lips and seeing him having that mark... made me even more hot.

Ang gwapo ng putangina.

At akin. Akin. 'Yan.

I laughed at myself. Since when did I become a jealous and territorial bitch?

He sighed and licked his lips. Inayos niya muna ang nagulong buhok ko bago ang kaniya. Some people saw us, I'm sure of that. May hindi na nga tumuloy papunta sa hallway dahil nakaharang kami.

"Pupunta ka pa ba ng cr? Sasamahan kita." Aniya.

"No. We'll go home."

"Sigurado ka? Baka hanapin tayo nila Eira. Magtatampo 'yon sa'yo."

Umiling ako.

"I want... to go home. Now, Avino." I said breathily as my hand held his biceps.

He groaned and swallowed hard. I watched his adam's apple bobbing up and down. Para bang nahihirapan din siya at napapaso.

Tumango siya at tinitigan pa ako ng ilang sandali bago lumayo nang kaunti. Nilahad niya ang daan pabalik sa sofa kung nasaan ang mga kasama namin. He didn't hold me anymore, but he stayed near.

Since the party's already at its peak, everyone has gone a little wild. Mahirap dumaan dahil siksikan at ang daming nagsasayaw. Ilang beses akong nabunggo at dahil tinamaan na ng alak, hindi matibay ang balanse ko.