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razors • vance hopper (TW)

(TW ⚠️ sh)

I sat at vances desk as he sat on theeege of his bed, playing this weird video game thing. I was growing bored and I needed to take a shower anyways

Stood up from the small spiny chair as I walked out, telllijg vance where im going first

"I'm gonna take a shower, il he done in 10 minutes"

I say as he looked at me for a second and nodded, going back to his game. I sighed as I walked towards the bathroom, shutting the door behind me

I turned on the shower about to hop in, until something caught my eye, a razor

I stared at it for a second, thinking of something thet I shouldn't have. I've been clean for so long and Vance wouldn't be happy if I did...

But he won't know, will he?

I contemplated it for a second, all of my bad thoughts over the past week flowing in my mind as I sat on counter, turning off the shower, grabbing the blade

A few tears dropped down my face as I dragged the blade across my skin, blood surrounding the are quickly as it dripped down my thighs and legs, i sobbed silently, dragging the blade over my legs again and again, tears rolling down my cheeks and blood flowing out of the grazes

I stared at them, now realising how unhappy I was with myself and how much longer I could have stayed clean for, my eyes fell cloudy with tears as I dropped the blade which somehow managed to catch my foot before making a loud clang on the floor as I let out a small scream from the unexpected pain

"Hey you okay?"

Vance yelled as I heard him getting closer to the door, I panicked as I forgot to lock the door behind me, but vance got to the door before I could, swinging it open as he stood frozen, his eyes glued to my legs

"What the fuck"

He mumbled quietly

•VANCE HOPPER POV•

I stared at her with hatred in my eyes. I was angry at her for what she'd done

She had been clean for months and she pulls this shit? I already told jer to talk to me if she ever felt like this and she fucking didn't

I didn't want to hurt her though, I never wanted that. I walked up to her, wrapping my arms around her as she snuggled into me, still crying

"Stop crying, it's annoying"

I said. I hated seeing her upset, I hated seeing her like this, I hated seeing her hurt

TJERE was a few moments of silence, before I spoke up

"How about we just get you cleaned up?"

I spoke in the nicest tone possible, but how would I know anyways as I grabbed some baby wipes off the side, pulling a few out the packet as I wiped the blood that was dripping down her legs

After I had finished, I grabbed the bandages out of the bottom draw. I caught her staring at me. I couldn't tell if she was happy or sad, probably both

She smiled, oh that smile was the sweetest thing I've ever seen

I smiled back, but only for a second before I wrapped the bandages tightly around her legs, watching her wince

"Is it okay?"

I asked as I out everythijg away, lifting her up off the counter, squeezing her tightly as I held her in my arms

"Y/n remember, if you don't tell me that you feel this way again I'm gonna lose my fucking shit"

I say seriously but in a joking way

She nodded, smiling softly as she kissed me softly

"Yeah, I promise"

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A request oh yeaaa

But anyways GUYS ITS. EEN AGES

I was here, I js did dint right AND I STARTED LOSING FOLLOWERS OML

but anyways I'm back

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