Someone's pov
Hyunjin woke up it the middle of the night.. it was still raining.. more of a thunderstorm.
He then sat at the adge of the bed looking out the window
Million of thoughts were running through his mind.. till one.. stopped everything
Hy: That boy...... Ugh! I hate him.
He says frustrated, having the image of that boy imprinted in his thoughts
He then got off the bed, walked to the window and opened it.. letting the cold breeze getting in his bedroom,
he sighed.. he feels like everything is pointless...that he is pointless.. his life doesn't have a point.. he just feels like he breath air for nothing.. he thinks that he shouldn't be living anymore...
But also, he remembers how yesterday, that boy.. made he think that.. he can't kill himself.. he just couldn't , as much as he wanted... He couldn't kill himself.. not yet.
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The sun has risen and Hyunjin is still thinking about that boy. That of course he says he hates so much.
He got out of bed and went to the bathroom, to wash his face
But of course.. when he saw himself in the mirror.. he just feels disgusted
He just tried to avoid the sign of the mirror and washed his face then went out of the bathroom quickly, so his mind doesn't make him cut himself again
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Hyunjin was all dressed up now.. baggy clothes of course, dark colou- no. Just black.. he knows that his friends are most likely to understand that he self harmed again..
He sighed when he saw his step mother. Lita. She is dressed up in a dress again. Look who's spending money on things that don't even fit her right.
Lita: Oh.
She said as she saw Hyunjin.. yes.. she hates Hyunjin, she had tried many times to let Hyunjin alone in the house so he can just suicide already.
Lita: Good morning
She said.. with a fame smile on her face
Lita: Ready for college?
Hyunjin didn't said anything, he walked out the mansion , and got in the car, where his driver already waited
Lita on the other side.. was just annoyed by the fact that Hyunjin is still alive, so she's probably thinking of a plan...
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Felix and Jisung are walking in the college, sure, they're speaking, but probably, they have their own thoughts.
Ji: Also, I was thinking that we can switch class, to avoid the teacher
F: Boring.
Ji: It's noooot
F: It is
Ji: No, it's not
F: Shut up. You just wanna switch class for Minho
Jisung blushed
Ji: It's.. not true tho...
F: It is
Ji: m-m...
And just so.. the teasing started.
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All the students were outside , the principal wanted to say something.. what can be that important for them so the principal have to say it to all of them from the start.. they'll find out
Jisung was speaking about a certain person, without saying name ( a.n. We all know he's talking about Minho 😍💅) and Felix was listening.. well he was listening but had an eye on everyone, especially those who were near them
Ji: And so-
Mh: You talk to much.
Someone says, that just approached them now, but not alone.. but along with 5 other guys
Felix gave him a death stare, cus he told Jisung that he talks too much, maybe he does, but only Lix is allowed to say that, basically but Jisung covered Lix's eyes
Ji: Oh- heh.. sorry Minho
Felix took Jisung's hand off, of course
Ch: Well hello
F: Oh, hii
The guys started talking , all of them, except Jisung that was staring at Minho.. and.....Hyunjin was there aswell , with his hood on.. just thinking about everything and nothing.. looking at Felix from time to time , as he and his friends were talking..
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Hyunjin's pov
He's prett- I hate him. I hate him so much. Why do I have to see him? Can't I just leave.. can't I?
I sigh but with not much sound, cus, I don't want person to notice me.. like my friends are already somehow mad at me.. they don't show it with others..but they're mad at me.. for hating myself.. and somehow.. they understood immediately that I self harmed again...
The principal started talking... So.. the students.. now.. stopped talking, everyone had they're attention to the principal... Well.. except me.. I'm looking at the guy.. or should I say Felix..?
Whatever I should call him. I hate him.. I do. But I can't take my eyes off of him. Why? I don't know..
As my thoughts were running through my mind.. I didn't even noticed that the principal stopped talking.. and everyone was looking at... Me?
Are they really looking at me..?
Se: What are you waiting? The principal called you 'on stage'
Me: Huh-
Cb: Not again..
Ch: just go
I'm extremely confused.. not gonna lie.. I'm that confused that I don't even know what's my family doing to this school.. well.. my father. Not family.
I was walking towards the principal, through the students, as I fix my hood.. gosh.. I hate being watched.. now I'll be watched be everyone? They'll gonna look at me..? Tsk..
With my thoughts running through my head again.. I arrive near the principal.. and I do a small bow.. out of respect-
Mr P: Oh no, no. You don't have to
He said smiling then HE bowed to.. me? To me? Why? Whyy? Gosh I wanna die so bad right now.
Mr P: Hwang Hyunjin, your father always helped our school and since you're gonna take over the company, I just wanted to thank you for everything.
Shit. 'taking over the company'. I don't even want to see myself alive Tommorow.. but he's saying that?-
Me: Oh. Sure, don't worry Mister
Mr P: My pleasure
He take my hands in his and shakes them - Ya! THAT'S THE HAND FELIX HOLD- Shit! I hate that boy!
I smile akwardly , then he offered to take some pictures with me, I didn't said no.. of course.. my dad will be mad.. so that's a no..
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Hii!!! Sorry guys!! I'm really really really really really really really really really really really sorry I didn't updated earlier! Maybe y'all already forgot about this book but heeeyy, I'm glad y'all tried to read this shit 😭🖐️ Thank you btw!
And also sorry for typos.. or cus it's short!! Sorry!!!
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किशोर उपन्यासUmmm, just read the first one if u wanna know about it :) Hihi enjoy Bottom: Felix Top: Hyunjin (Maybe it doesn't seem.. at first, but trust me) U can read it if u want to :))
