Mine || Hyunlix

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Hyunjin was all alone in his room , gosh this is so frustrating..

He groaned annoyed with himself

All he could think about is ,
Why did that even started ??
They don't feel attracted to each other, do they?
He hates him , so why wanna touch him??

And of course , many many more

Hyunjin sank onto the edge of his bed, feeling a mixture of frustration and confusion wash over him

He couldn't deny that he was drawn to Felix...there was something undeniably magnetic about the freckled boy

As much as he tried to resist these... feelings, it seemed they only grew stronger with each passing day...

Hyunjin found himself torn between wanting to give in to this attraction and fearing what might happen if he allowed himself to become vulnerable.. once again.

He knew that opening up about his past would mean exposing not just his physical scars but also the emotional wounds that still lingered beneath the surface.

But in the end of his lots of thoughts, he decided to brush off his.. feelings.. and went to a shower

<3

Hyunjin stepped into the shower, letting the hot water cascade down his body as he tried to wash away not just the sweat and grime from his skin but also the tangled web of emotions that threatened to consume him

As steam filled the small bathroom, he closed his eyes and focused on the sensation of water streaming over his tense muscles

The familiar routine provided a temporary respite from his inner turmoil..a brief reprieve before he would have to face reality once again

Despite his best efforts to ignore them, thoughts of the freckled boy continued to creep back into his consciousness...

He couldn't shake off the memory of their passionate encounter or dismiss the strange connection they shared

...

Was it possible that this young boy could offer him something more than just physical pleasure?..

Could Felix be someone who understood him on a deeper level?..

Hy: Tsk.. stupid thoughts

He groaned and finished washing himself then exited his shower

He placed a towel around his waist and looked himself in the mirror

...

Hyunjin stood before the mirror, wiping away the condensation that had fogged up the glass.

His eyes locked onto his own reflection, searching for answers amidst the sea of doubt and confusion that swirled within him.

Feeling the tension build within him, Hyunjin couldn't help but grip his hands tightly as he struggled to contain the whirlwind of emotions threatening to overwhelm him

It wasn't just about Felix anymore.. it was about facing his past demons and learning how to trust someone enough to open up emotionally

He raised his fist and- .....

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Hyunjin took a sharp breath as his fist made contact with the mirror, sending shards of glass scattering across the bathroom floor...

Blood trickled down from the gash on his knuckles, mingling with droplets of water still clinging to the surface

The pain radiating through his hand served as a harsh reminder of everything he'd been bottling up inside...anger, guilt, and an overwhelming sense of...helplessness.