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8. why did i like it?

Harry's pov

as he opens the door he smiles and hugs me "you're back hi!" i hug him back "is it okay if i stay here for a little?" i ask and he rolls his eyes playfully "don't ask babe just do." he walks inside and i walk behind him to the living room

"what's for dinner?" i ask and he giggles "mac and cheese with some grilled chicken." he smiles and i nod

"z is making dinner tho so if you wanna rant we can go to my room upstairs." i nod and he leads me up to his room. it's very pink and girly. not the time for that right now

"fucking mary took me to a therapist like s couples therapist right?! that little- ugh!" i shout frustrated "she didn't listen to me the therapist didn't listen to me she kept validating her outrageous claims and fuck it's gonna all come crashing down on me! even when it was my turn to talk she was rolling her eyes and sighing. WHAT KIND OF THERAPIST DOES THAT IT MAKES ME SO FUCKING ANGRY." i yell and louis stands up at me placing either of his hands on my shoulder. and it feels like by just that touch i'm calm i'm grounded i'm here with him.

"can you calm down for me angel? just take deep breaths" he guides my breathing while we stare into each others eyes. something weird is happening it's like a magnetic force attracting us to each other and just like that. our lips connect.

i've never felt lips so soft. lips so right. his lips fit in perfectly with mine it feels like it's just how it's meant to be.

we pull away from each other to take our breaths. wow. that was just- i pull him back quickly to kiss me in a rougher way as he pulls away "wait!" he says and i stop.

"what?" i say breathlessly as he leaves me going to the door and locking it. "just to be safe." he says and i nod pulling him back by his waist and kissing him roughly

his little desperate whimpers and whines are really not helping my situation right now. "bed. now. and strip." i demand and he complies laying down on the bed as i strip myself of my clothes

my bruises have faded enough to where it looks like my skin is just dark in some spots so that's awesome i guess

i kiss his neck and he moans softly into my ear as i mark him up.

this is like all my wet dreams combined. i pull off of him and he grabs the lube handing me in and i look at him unsure of what to do with it "have you never had sex with a guy haz?" he asks and i blush shaking my head

"alright i'll guide you okay? take the lube put it on your fingers two of them." i nod and apply them to my ring and middle finger

!!smut warning!!

"good job my love. now insert it into me one finger just one." he says and i nod pushing my finger into his hole

"g-good job baby." he says choking on his words "now just try working me open yeah?" i nod and start fingering him how id finger a woman

his soft moans of 'good boy.' and 'yes' really make me descend to another dimension.

"alright i'm good so now you take the lube again" i nod and apply it to my cock knowing this step already

"smart boy." he says and i whimper slightly "please keep doing that." i say desperately.

"praising you?" louis asks and i nod he then smirks and nods "of course angel" i then push my cock slowly inside of him. inch by inch letting him slowly take me in so i don't hurt him

"oh my god youre huge" he says and i blush slightly "you can move angel just be slow and gentle" i moan softly as i start thrusting slightly into him.

i gradually turn up the speed and with that the moans get louder and make high pitched from the both of us "louis louis fuck i'm gonna cum." i moan and louis nods

"fuck just go harder i'm close too" he says and with that i cum inside of him and he cums all over me.

!!smut over!!

i pull out gently and then lay next to him panting. that was amazing. then it hits me. i just had sex with a man. and it felt...better than my wife.

oh dear lord i really need to go to church. i walk to the bathroom to clean him up i mean i know i definitely a hundred percent regret this but i'm not a dickhead.

i grab a towel and wet it with warm water then cleaning him from any cum i might've dropped and he giggles "your wife must be glowing with that dick." he says and i chuckle. if he only knew.

i put my clothes on. "so erm. this is probably gonna be a one time thing? mainly because i was in a very confused vulnerable state so i just did that not that you took advantage of me or anything i made all of the moves." i peck his lips one last time "thank you tho. that truly was an experience i'll never forget." i say and as i'm walking out i hear him giggle "don't be a stranger haz."