for every question why || L.S

14. you were my because.

Harry's pov

i invited louis to my apartment. i've spent the whole day stress cleaning and making sure everything looks perfect for my perfect boy.

6pm sharp i hear my doorbell ring i open the door nervously my hands are shaking and my throat is dry. i am so fucking nervous.

"h-harry?" he says shocked zayn behind him. "oh shit." zayn exclaims

"come in" i say and louis comes in but zayn nods "this seems private so i'll just- go." he says walking down the stairs and out of the apartment building. i close the apartment door behind him and look to louis

"why did you leave me?" i say and louis looks like he's at a loss for words "harry i-"

"no i want to know why you left!" i say emotions overtaking my brain "okay okay calm down please." he walks over to me resting both of his hands on my arms. calming me. like always used to.

"why did you leave me?" i say tears streaming down my face and he sighs wiping them with his thumb "i was at my worst without you. i felt alone and i just needed a new start every time i looked to your house i was reminded that you were no longer mine. not a single fraction of you was mine. that really hurt. i packed my shit and came here i still couldn't stop thinking about you. here either. but that doesn't mean i regret anything. i had to let go of you what we were doing was fucking wrong. and you made a commitment you should follow through with it haz." he says and i just kiss him.

i can tell it takes him by surprise at first but he kisses me back then pushes me off "stop it we can't-"

"i left her." i say and he looks up at me "what?" he says "i left her i got a divorce i wanted to come to your house and tell you maybe we could go on a few dates. actually give us a shot but you weren't there i got so fucking sad i decided to come here for a new start too. then one random day i was pulled to go to this gallery and is see your painting of me. light of my life. i got your business card and immediately wanted to come back home to you." i say and he sniffles wiping his tears with his hoodie

"so-so you really like left her. you're not married anymore?" he asks and i nod and he kisses my tackling me down to the couch.

"fuck i missed you." i chuckle and kiss him back immediately my hands slipping under his hoodie and holding onto his body as he marks my neck up

"finally i can actually leave hickeys on you." he says as he attacks my neck i just sit back and let it happen letting my hands roam all around his beautiful body.

he looks up at me his eyes glassy and his lips bitten and red. "do you have lube?" he asks and i nod

"the drawer in the cupboard next to my bed." he nods and kisses me before disappearing off to my room grabbing the lube as i take off my clothes

!!smut warning!!

he takes his clothes off except for his hoodie and applied the lube to my cock looking up at me with his big beautiful blue eyes teasing my tip as he pumps my cock.

"please. i need to feel you." i say breathlessly through moans of ecstasy. "mmm beg harder." he says stroking my length lazily with his hand

"please fuck- id do anything to feel you baby you make me feel so good please i need you." i whimper

he smirks and kisses me softly before lifting his hoodie just enough so he can sink down onto my hard length he moans softly using my chest as support.

"fuck harry-" he hisses as he sinks down slowly inch by inch "good job you're doing such a good job taking me so well beautiful." i encourage him and he bottoms out

"fuck. i need a minute hold on." he says and i nod letting him take the time he needs rubbing up and down his arm encouragingly. he lifts his body up the bounce down on me

he repeats that gradually getting faster and his moans become more loud and pretty. "i'm gonna cum fuck i'm gonna cum ah!" he says as he cums all over his hoodie and my face and chest as i cum inside of him.

!!smut over!!
he pulls himself off me and lays down next to me cuddling up next to me neither of us are bothered by the cum covering us right now.

we give each other one lazy kiss before i speak up "will you be my boyfriend?" i ask and he nods "tomorrow babe i'm too tired now." he kisses me and falls asleep right on my chest.

i take the liberty of getting up which causes him to whine from being alone then i go grab a flannel and clean us both up.

when i lay back down next to him to sleep i hear him whisper in my ear "i'll be the luckiest man on earth to be yours." he kisses me softly and falls asleep his head on my chest.

he was the answer to all those questions i've asked. he is why i'm still here.

the end :)