Human
by Reggie
What is being human
Because I do not know the answer to that
I doubt ANYONE does
What I do know is that i don't feel HUMAN
I have not for years
I have felt more like a Walking Corpse then being human
Is feeling EMOTIONS
Like happiness
Being human?
If it is than I guess I really am just
The
Walking
Dead
So this is My Goodbye
To Humanity
I tried so hard
I really FUCKING did
But BEING HUMAN is a lot harder for someone like me
So I am SORRY I could NOT be human
Goodbye,
Dear Reader...
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Gender
By Reggie
Why is my gender so important to you
It does not affect your life
So why are you trying to tell me what my gender is
Gender is not what's in our pants
It's who we are
My gender is male
I am not a girl
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Deadname
By Reggie
Why is a name so fucking important to you
My name is not Cassandra
That may be the name you gave me
But it is not my name now
It is my fucking deadname
My name is Regulus
Now
Why
Can't
You
Fucking
Accept
That
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Skinny
By Reggie
Why can't I just be skinny
I can't look myself in the mirror without seeing how fat I am
My stomach and my thighs are so Goddamn ugly
I want to be skinny
But I am just so fucking fat.
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Love
By Reggie
Sometimes I don't understand what love is,
because I don't believe I deserve this love you speak of
What is love
Is love being ignored most of your childhood unless it Was Something You apparently did wrong?
Or is love a person forcing you to take care of yourself?
Is love late night phone calls where you fall asleep together
Is love wanting to marry this person and be with them until death do us part because if that is what love is I don't think I deserve It
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An Insight Into The Mind of a Trans Man
PoetryJust posting my poetry on here. Gonna do this to practice, practice, practice and see if people would actually enjoy my writing. Thank you for reading.
