Louis's pov
harry had been gone from our house for the last two days i have no clue where he is he's probably with his girlfriend or whatever but i could give less of a fuck
i cuddle cliff on the couch watching love island i'm secretly watching it behind harry's back because he was watching it with that slut he's dating and and i exclaimed how shit that show was.
me and harry have been the best of friends since we were seven. he is my rock and i'd like to say i'm his i've seen him through everything basically our bond is one of a kind. i love him to pieces literally im in love with him but like so are millions of people in the world but i am inlove with him even before he was like the harry styles you know?
obviously harry doesn't know that i am inlove with him neither does he know that i even like boys. why haven't i told him? i don't really know i think he knows but i haven't like come out you know but i don't even plan on doing a whole coming out if i get a boyfriend and walk in with him i don't think harry would care
i hear the door open and quickly change the channel to some football match that's going on when i hear that disgusting high pitched voice.
"louisssss we have news!" harrys annoying girlfriend says as she giggles holding onto harry's arm tightly as he smiles softly something's off about his smile but nonetheless i turn off the tv and look to them. "what's up?" i stand up walking towards them clifford actively growling at harry's lovely girlfriend. that's why he's my son.
"we are engaged!" she squeals and shoves her ring in my face. i stare into nothingness for a couple seconds engaged? what? no that means it's permanent. like permanently you know- no he can't fucking do that no! no i said fucking no
*flash back september 28th 1998*
"you have really pretty eyes!" a big eyed boy who's a little shorter than me says while i was playing football with oli my friend
he has straight hair with really cute lips his cheeks are tinted slightly red but over all he's so cute!
"thank you so much your eyes are very pretty too!" i say smiling and he giggles "can you please teach me how to play football? i don't really know" he says and i nod
*flash back april 10th 2000*
me and harry were playing in the playground with some other kids when one of them accidentally pushed harry and he fell holding his knee.
"ow!" he exclaims and then the kid that pushed him chuckles "guys look harry's crying cus he got a boo boo!" he mocks and i rush over to harry
"yeah?! well i heard you still you still wet the bed!" i snap back and the kid gasps running off and i take a look at harry's knee and i frown rummaging through my pockets quickly
"i have a spider-man band aid or a batman one which do you want" i show him and he shrugs "i don't like either you pick" i nod "i'll get you a barbie one alright but i'll put batman on you now"
i place the band aid on his knee then kiss it "it always makes me feel better when my mum does that for me" i say and he giggles and kisses my nose "thank you boo blue" boo blue is what he calls me. it's super cute in my opinion.
*flash back june 28th 2010*
"it's a yes for me" simon says and harry jumps up in excitement and i smile proudly watching as he thanks the judges and runs to me
"LOU DID YOU SEE THAT DID YOU SEE? I GOT THREE YES'S LOUIS DID YOU SEE IT!" he says shaking me with excitement as i hug him super super tight
"i did honey just don't forget about me when you're all famous!" i say and he frowns kissing my nose "never boo blue never say that."
*flash back january 10th 2013*
"i can't fucking do it lou it's too fucking stressful!" harry says as he's crying into my arms it's the middle of his world tour and my darling boy is losing it.
"i'm so fucking tired i just want a day to sleep and do fucking nothing lou i am barely a human this is so fucking cruel." he sobs into my chest and i play with his hair kissing his head
"you'll be okay. promise once this tour is over i'll take you to wherever you wanna go and it'll just be the two of us." i say and he sniffles "promise?" he says and i nod
"promise prince." i say and he cuddles into me "i love you so much boo blue" he says and i giggle "seriously never gonna stop calling me that huh?"
"you're my boo blue accept it or not you'll always be my boo blue."
flashback may 15th 2016
"album of the year goes to...harry styles with harry styles!" the announcer says and i hug harry fist bumping him as he makes his way to the stage
he holds the award and looks to me "it is heavy are you seeing this shit lou?!" the crowd laughs and i nod "not bigger than this dick!" i shout and he laughs loudly moving away from the stand entirely
he comes back still giggling a little "sorry if i'm immature at the moment i was nervous and drank a lot of wine erm i wanna thank my mum cus she's pretty and i wanna thank my sister cus she smells good tonight so she won't embarrass me and i wanna thank my loulou because he's beautiful looking tonight and he also is my muse in my songs you hear that people i write my song about louis! please stop saying i'm fucking kendall jenner she wishes!" he walks away from the stand and then walks back "just kidding kenny i love youuuu" he walks off the stage fully and i giggle hugging him
"i love you so so much boo blue thank you." he says as he kisses my face all over. god how i wish he was serious about the whole songs thing
*end of flashbacks*
"lou? you alright?" harry snaps in my face. "oh. oh yeah sorry i smoked a few joints i'm a bit slow" i lie right through my teeth and he nods
"congratulations to you guys can't wait for the wedding!" i say trying to look as high as i can which is probably a first in human history.
he giggles "alright you need to head to bed young man. you are greening out" he puts either of his hands on me spins me around and walks me to my room where he tucks me in and i pretend to fall asleep meanwhile i just stare out of my window thinking 'what the actual fuck'
i pick up my notebook. i write music for zayn and harry sometimes. i write down a song. girl crush. is the name for it. it may seem totally hetro but if you take a single peek at the lyrics i'm outed. i. close my notebook and actually fall asleep now
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Fanfictionharry and louis have been inseparable since they were kids louis has been undeniably in love with harry since they were children what happens when harry reveals that he is engaged to his girlfriend of only two years.
