speak now || L.S

3. falling

Louis's pov

"i don't know z the more time goes on the closer i know we're getting to the wedding. i wanna maybe get away from him because maybe if i like move out and talk to him less i wouldn't like- be so inlove?" i say and zayn shakes his head

"no louis harry can't live without you and neither can you live without him that's stupid if you think you can." i huff. "well i want to start the process of falling out of love so i'll move out." i decided and he sighs

"it's your funeral." i roll my eyes "move in with me tho" he says and i shrug "why fucking not"

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it's a few days after me and zayn had that conversation and i'm currently in my bedroom packing all that's mine from the house. have i told harry i'm moving? not really. why? because i am scared of confrontation and i don't trust that i won't be like 'i'm moving out in hopes of ghosting you and falling out of love with you'

"boo blue i got you three boxes of-" he pauses in the kitchen i can hear him placing something on the counter and then i hear quick footsteps to my room oh boy

"why are there cardboard boxes everywhere?" he asks and i sigh looking up from my suitcase "im erm. moving out." i say and his face completely drops

"is this a joke? if it is you're not funny at all." he says and i shake my head "i wouldn't go this far for a joke h" i reason and he scoffs "well why the fuck are you moving?!" he shouts slightly and i sigh

"because you're gonna be moving out soon anyways so instead of being alone i'll just live in with z it won't really matter if i move out now or you move out in years." i say softly and he scoffs

"this is fucking ridiculous unpack your things immediately." he orders and i shake my head "why do you wanna move out before me." i say slightly frustrated

"you just wanna move out first have the pride right?! while i'm left here alone because you don't wanna be alone for a few months until you plan the fucking wedding" i say and he scoffs

"no i just wanna be with you for the last few months. it's not about who's moving out first it's about us spending the last few months together we've lived together since we were 18! the day i turned 18 we moved in together! does that mean nothing to you?!" he shouts and i scoff

"of course it means something to me! of fucking course it does harry! but i don't wanna sit here until you leave me. i will leave first wether you fucking like it or fucking not!" i shout 

"are you taking clifford too?!" he asks and i nod "yes i am." i say calmly "bull fucking shit louis." he scoffs starting to take my clothes out of my bag.

"don't be a child harry." i try to stop him then he takes my whole suitcase and dumps it on the bed.

"there. you're not going no fucking where." he says i glare at him "you are so fucking immature. just let me go you're leaving anyways!" i shout and he scoffs and gets in my face shouting "yeah lou i'm moving months from now! months!!" he shouts and i roll my eyes

"get the fuck out of my room now. get the fuck out i'm not kidding." i say angrily and he looks to me with his best angry expression. but i see it in his eyes. he's not angry. it's almost worry..or sadness.

he eventually walks out and i sigh begging to fold my clothes once fucking again. i take my suitcase and walk out he looks to me he's standing like he just came out of his room.

"you're leaving now?" he asks and i nod "yeah i'm gonna be taking the boxes as much as i can at a time. but i'll be staying at his house tonight." he frowns and bites his lips it's a nervous habit of his.

"invite her over. maybe you won't feel so lonely." he sighs and i walk out grabbing my suitcase loading as much of the boxes that'll fit in my car.

i get to zayns and immediately start bawling i hate fighting with harry so much it physically takes a toll on me. me and zayn agreed that he'll be going over to our house and taking the rest of my stuff because i genuinely can't handle seeing him.
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Harry's pov

it's the next day now and i've been anxiously waiting for louis to come collect the rest of his stuff.

i hear the front door open and quickly spring from my bed i'll talk to him calmly no fighting no drama just calm two grown ups talking maybe i can get him to stay.

"lou can we please-" i look to see zayn grabbing a box from near the door. "what are you doing here?" i ask and he clears his throat "im here to get louis's things" he says obviously.

"he's that mad at me he doesn't even wanna see me?" i ask and zayn shrugs "i dunno mate he's erm pretty upset with that fight you had." he says and i sigh "what can i do to fix it?" i ask and he shrugs again. he shrugs a lot that lad.

"i don't know he was your best friend before he was anything of mine." he says and i frown "what do you mean anything of yours?" i say slight jealousy tinting my voice

"like you know before i even knew he existed." he says and i frown stepping closer to him my jaw clenching "are you and him a thing?" i ask not so subtly and he shakes his head "we're only friends calm down. if he was dating someone he'd tell you TRUST me." he emphasizes the word trust. hm. strange.

"right well whatever just grab his things and go and please try to get him to text me back?" i say softly and he nods "i'll try can't confirm i'll be successful." he says taking two boxes stacked ontop of one another and walking out

i sigh and lay in bed covering my face with my hands and eventually napping i haven't had camille over like lou said because i don't need her energy at the moment.

i wake up and it's nighttime woo sleep schedule ruined just another thing fucked in your life harry great job hun!

i decided to grab my notebook go to the balcony for fresh air and write down a song. i sigh and grab my guitar coming up with a melody for it. then i decide to tweet a lyric from the song

@harrystyles
and i'm well aware i write too many songs about you.

@starlight28
yeah haz. we know hun you're disgustingly inlove with her we get it honey

@camillerowe
🥰

@camrryschild
aahhhhhh my parents

@cliffordstylinson289
you're so obvious it's not funny

@bealover28
we know!!