Harry's pov
i park outside his house take a deep DEEP. breath before knocking on the door and wouldn't you know it our favorite blue eyed boy opens the door himself. "hi." i say and he looks at me shocked "holy shit." he's holding his baby brother Ernest
"holy shit indeed louis hi ernie!" i say the last bit in a baby voice. i love louis's siblings so much they're like my own babies
"what are you doing here?" he asks and i look up at him "we obviously need to talk i mean don't you think so?!" i say and he shakes his head "i think we should just..not talk again and like move on with our lives i apologize deeply i was drunk and emotional and in the moment i am so very sorry for doing that i really do hope you can move on from this and-" earnie starts crying and i frown softly. "he needs a bottle" he walks inside leaving the door open for me to come in so i do
he walks over to the kitchen as doris starts crying. "oh for fucks sake!" he shouts and i go over to pick her up "shhh it's okay princess it's okay." i walk her downstairs and he sighs "im so sorry i really am fuck this whole thing is a mess. i ruined your wedding and now you're taking care of my siblings because my whole family went out for breakfast and i was too emo to go." i sigh softly and kiss his forehead "i don't mind."
he looks up at me staring right into my eyes for a moment i think the babies are sensing the vibe as well from their sudden quietness he then pulls away and puts the bottle in their bottle warmer that i bought jay in her baby shower as that bottle warms up he starts making another one for doris once ernies bottle is warm he pushes it gently in between his lips and he quickly grabs onto it and quiets down.
he then does the same for doris who is in my arms and then he walks to the living room to set the babies down on their play mat they're sitting up on their own which is a big achievement since i last saw them.
"like i said i'm sorry. i really really am harry. i just wanted to disappear. what i did was horrible and i never thought i'd be that stupid in my life but here we are but what i said i meant. i hate camille and not just because she got you forever. i hated her because she didn't deserve your heart your kindness your love. she didn't deserve any of it haz she was an arrogant snob who only wanted you for the insta posts. and you might think i'm saying this because i'm in love with you but no that's not the case taylor and i got along swiftly pun intended and i was in love with you but you were with someone good. but camille is just the worst. i don't know why you like her so much haz. but hey it's your fucking life i just ruin shit in it and i am so sorry about this all of this i'm so so sorry. i love you with my whole heart and soul. i never want you to be upset. please just go. move on you'll find better friends who won't fuck you over the way i did." he finishes and i scoff
"you think if i was upset with you i'd track you down and find out you were here and come in here listen to you talk and feed your siblings? if i was upset with you you'd know it from the moment you saw my face. i just- look i've spoken with camille and the cunt said she only stayed with me because we were 'the it couple' and she did in fact like josh over me. and she was gonna keep gaslighting me into thinking you're trying to ruin us till we weren't so talked about. i'm grateful for you. i always have been. you mean the world and more to me louis. and i'm not gonna lie i haven't thought of my feelings towards you as romantic. i've never thought about it but ive assessed my feelings towards you and i think i like you look i'm not sure and i'm so sorry i know this sounds so fucking stupid and immature but when i was 16 and was just starting out in my career i did have a crush on you. but i vowed to bury those feelings deep down and sleep with as many women as possible and date as many as possible. so i wouldn't feel for you anymore. yet no one knew me like you no one loved me like you i haven't felt safe and content with anyone but you and every time i looked at you i felt it. you wanna know how i proposed? i was laying in bed with her and i was so close to having a panic attack because i couldn't stop myself from being in love with you. i told myself i had to force myself into something permanent or i'd lose it. so i just randomly asked her to marry me in a desperate attempt to stop it. but yet i never did stop it. hearing you say all those things made me feel like a huge weight was lifted off me. i could breathe again. i just was in so much shock that i spent all these years trying to kill something that could've turned into the best thing in my life." i finish and he looks at me shocked
"you mean to tell me that all those years i've been killing myself over you. was for nothing?! you mean to tell me all those years i was pining over you was for nothing?! we could've dated back in 2010?! i hate you so much oh my god" he says chuckling and i smile softly.
"but i'd erm- i'd love to take you out on a date or something first take it slow. i don't wanna rush and ruin it." i say and he nods "understandable."
"ew are we like- lovers now?" he asks looking a little disgusted "i believe so loulou come give me a big juicy kiss." i pull to my by his waist and pucker my lips and he tries to push me away "ew no stop it ew no i-" his protests are cut off by me smashing our lips together. this is all i have ever wanted.
he pulls away and sings "coucouuuu don't you call him babyyyy" my eyes widen "are you actually mentally ill?" i ask and he nods
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Fanfictionharry and louis have been inseparable since they were kids louis has been undeniably in love with harry since they were children what happens when harry reveals that he is engaged to his girlfriend of only two years.
