15. from the start

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Louis's pov

i make it home and it's about 6 in the morning. i knock on my childhood home door and sigh as i take in all my feelings at once. oh how i missed my mother.

i wait at the door then decide that they're all asleep and shuffle through my pockets for the keys before the door opens revealing my mother looking awfully tired.

"sweet boy what are you doing here so early?" she asks and i take a deep breath. "i did a horrible thing. you're gonna hate me for it." i say and she suddenly looks more awake now. "what did you do sweetheart. come in come in" she says and i walk in

i walk into the living room and she goes to make herself a tea. mum always needs a tea in stressful situations. i just sit there contemplating which country i'll move to to start a whole new life. a place where no one knows who i am.

i ponder for a while until mum comes back setting her tea down on the table and looking to me "i'm ready." she says and i clear my throat "harrys wedding was yesterday right?" i say and she nods "oh my god what did you do." she says and i take another deep breath

"i objected and told harry that i was in love with him then fainted as i was leaving and i woke up in the hospital and instead of confronting harry and actually talking about what i did i just grabbed my charger and my note book and drove here." i say and she sighs

"louis- what possessed you to do that darling in front of everyone?!" she asks and i frown "yeah." i say quietly embarrassed of my previous actions.

"i needed to let him know before it was all too late." i say and she shakes her head "it was too late the moment you walked into the wedding venue on their wedding day my love." she says and i sigh nodding "i realize that now mum. i just wanted to tell him. but zayn said he wasn't angry at me which i don't entirely believe but you know. point is i'm just completely disoriented right now and i know what i did was wrong but i need you mum. you are the only person that can fix me right now." i say and she frowns softly hugging me tightly

"although i don't agree with your decision you are still my baby no matter what. you can stay here forever i don't mind." she kisses my head and i nod. "go rest up boo." i nod and kiss her head walking up stairs changing into my pjs i have left some here they're pretty old but who cares they fit good enough. i lay in bed and fall asleep.

the next morning i spend laying low. my sister lottie came to town and my other siblings already live near by so we all had a little family day. it was truly healing to be with everyone all at once again. at least it took my mind of off harry for a day.

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Harry's pov

it's been hours since louis apparently disappeared off the face of the earth i have no idea where the fuck he's at. i called zayn numerous times to see if there's any sign of louis yet but no nothing.

i sigh softly as i sink into bed. i'm having a dinner with camille later today to discuss everything. she said she promised to be mature and not cause a scene and i offered a public place to talk since i don't want her to break that promise.

i cuddle my pillow and start singing a song i do that to cope in a way just randomly sing whatever song is on my mind this song is from the start by laufey. louis's favorite song. he sang it around the house a lot. should've seen the signs

i sigh as i decide to take a little nap before the dinner and i'm awoken by my phone buzzing i pick up and clear my throat trying to sound as awake as possible "hello?" i ask and camille speaks "harry where are you i've been waiting for like 15 minutes." she says and i check the time and mutter "shit."

i clear my throat again "i'll be right there i'm sorry i'm stuck in traffic be there asap." i hang up and put down appropriate clothes on before going out getting to my car and speeding over to the restaurant i get there a reasonable 30 minutes late but at least i made it

i sit down at the table and sigh "sorry traffic was wild." i say and she nods she's already eating a salad im not hungry anyways so it doesn't matter

"so." she says and i nod biting my lip anxiously waiting for what's to come. i'd be lucky if i walk out of here in one piece. "i'm sorry." she says and i am frozen did camille rowe just utter the s word. what is this a glitch in the matrix "what?" i say and she sighs

"i'm not saying it a second time. i did chest and i did gaslight you into thinking that louis was trying to ruin us but harry we were THE couple. we couldn't just break up like that you know? and when you proposed i couldn't say no to that either so i was stuck in a rock and a hard place i was kind of relieved when louis crashed it dickhead move by the way but still i gotta give credit where credit is due." she says and i frown

"so you were just gonna marry me and continue to gaslight me and make me almost lose my best friend forever?" i ask and she shakes her head "no until we fell off you know? stopped being the it couple." she says with so much entitlement i cannot even begin to comprehend. it's like my eyes have just been opened everything louis told me i see it now. i see how annoying selfish and ignorant she is. what a piece of shit.

"i'm so glad louis crashed out wedding because if i were to do the irreversible mistake of marrying you i would've actually killed myself" i leave a hundred dollar bill to pay for her meal and walk out this is actually fucking mad. i quickly go to block her on all socials and her number.

i go to my house and decide i wanna eat some ice cream i grab my favorite pint of ice cream in the freezer and dig in as i watch my favorite netflix show.

i eventually get bored and decide to check my instagram and then i come across this post

lottietomlinson
doncaster,uk

lottietomlinson family day missed you all lots

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lottietomlinson family day missed you all lots

jaydekin76 i thought i'd never the see the day where all my babies are in one spot but here we are!

daisytomlinson i'm stealing louis's vans fight me.

felicitytomlinson couldn't be happier to be around u all again :)

oh my fucking god. he went to his mums house. i should've known i should've fucking guessed he'd go there how did i let this fly over my fucking head.

i quickly place whatever is left of the ice cream in the freezer and run to my car and i think you can probably guess where i'm headed.

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i'm in the lovely warm town of doncaster i am buzzing honestly i cannot be more than 2 hours without louis so the fact that i made it this far is a huge shock to me to be honest but i'm here. i'm gonna force him to confront me

i park outside his house take a deep DEEP. breath before knocking on the door and wouldn't you know it our favorite blue eyed boy opens the door himself. "hi." i say and he looks at me shocked "holy shit."

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