Louis's pov
it's a few days after that monstrosity of an announcement. i'm not completely convinced or some would say i'm in denial. me and harry have talked multiple times about how whiny and annoying she is. now he wants to marry her? are you serious?
i get out of bed and walk to the kitchen to look for food. "we're having an engagement party tonight and i don't wanna have it." he says as i walk into the kitchen. "good morning louis oh good morning harry how did you sleep? oh i slept fine harry how did you sleep" i say sarcastically as i open the fridge
"oh shush help meee" he says and i sigh muttering "didn't wanna have an engagement party don't get engaged" he frowns "don't mutter tomlinson!" i roll my eyes grabbing some milk and going through the pantry to find my coco pops
"are we seriously out?! you don't even eat coco pops!" i say and he smiles at me "camille eats some everytime she's here" he smiles wider to kind of ease the situation.
"well buy her a separate fucking box i don't wanna share with her" i say frustrated. get it cus i'm inlove with him so double meaning ugh i'll stop "don't get aggressive i'll go buy you more later" he says and i put the milk back putting some toast in the toaster.
"sooooo how do i get out of it." i shrug "i don't fucking know haz i've never been in that situation just say no. also why get engaged if you don't wanna celebrate it" i ask and he huffs
"i don't like big events with like all this drama around it and oo what will i wear and ugh i don't like it i barely go to award shows let alone having parties when we could just be happy in private" he says
i look at him with a 'really?' kind of look "spill why don't you want this party to actually happen"
"because the public will talk and you know i hate that but i still hate big events like that. but i don't want like the public to talk about it and i know they are but like 'ooo the beautiful couple' kind of shit like ughhhhh" he groans and sinks down into the couch
"i am so confused do you hate being in a relationship?" i ask and he huffs "i never said that! i said i hated the people talking about it! like mind your own fucking business" he says and i nod
i butter my toast and shrug "well Camille might actually murder you if you show any signs of protest to her beautiful amazing huge party that she's gonna brag about to all her model friends and be super fucking annoying about it. also! if you're gonna fucking propose maybe inform your best fucking best friend?! it'd be nice if you informed me of such a huge step you're taking thanks!!" i shout walking to my room. i have no idea where that came from.
"lou-" he says getting off the couch and walking behind me "honey i am sorry it all happened kind of impulsively we were literally cuddling and i just asked her i didn't even have a ring it wasn't thought out and if it was you'd know first hand." he pulls me towards him by my waist he knows that's how to calm me down because it brings me closer to him. and he knows nothing calms me like his presence. that little cunt.
"it just upset me." he kisses the right side of my neck "i know. im sorry." he whispers and i nod "fine" i free myself from his grip. "don't do shit like that again tho. i don't wanna wake up and hear a baby screaming through my halls." he giggles and nods "pinky promise." he kisses my nose and walks out.
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we're at the party it's so obvious it's just an ego fest for camille but whatever it's her day. i down my thirteen hundredth glass of champagne because if anything can get me through this horrible time it's alcohol.
"so they're getting engaged huh?" zayn says and i nod. zayn knows i'm inlove with harry. i told him drunkenly one night in college and i'm super glad he did not tell h or even make it a big deal
"yeah fucking right he's marrying that he could've married much better exs but he chose her. she pisses me of the most. he could've married fucking taylor. i love taylor we got along so well. but he married the cunt that steals my fucking cereal" i rant a little and he puts his arms around me dancing to the song with me
"even if the earth starts shakingggg you're the only thing worth taking ooooo with meeee" he takes my waist dancing and i giggle he's so dumb i love him
"oooo with meeee" i sing with him as we sway lazily to the music giggling he makes me feel better about everything.
"alright erm" harry clears his throat and i ignore him dancing and singing with z then he grabs my shoulder pulling me from zayn "lou i need you" i huff "what is it?" i ask and he sighs "camille's dad is being a cunt and he doesn't approve of the ring. you have a way with him for some reason can you please help?" i roll my eyes grabbing a glass of champagne and down it before handing it to z walking over to the cunts dad
her dad isn't as bad as camille hes pretty cool i like him "oi oii how are you mate?" i hug him and he smiles hugging me "i'm doing great finally that harry of yours did something!" he says and i blush slightly harry of mine. my harry.
"yeah right! heard you didn't like the ring what's up with that?" i say and he frowns "it's too small. my daughter deserves the best only! and it's not like harry can't afford it!" he says and i nod understandably
"but is love really measured by the size of a rock? you and your lovely wife here didn't have a wedding ring till you got camille. love is what's going on in your heart not the display to others right?" he thinks about it for a second and nods
"you're right lou you're always so thoughtful dont you think you should start looking for a wife too? my daughter amelia is single!" i chuckle and shake my head "i've got my eye on someone already but-" i try to say but get cut off
"amelia come here darling!" he shouts. fuck me right in the arse. she walks over she's beautiful but i do like men
"yes?" she speaks and he smiles "this is louis he's harry's friend the one i told you about?" oh they talk about me wonderful.
she looks to me and smiles putting her hand out to shake "hi i'm amelia how are you?" i shake her hand put on my best smile
"i'm alright how are you?" i say and we get to talking her parents sneak off leaving us alone. woo.
"so what are you doing after this?" she asks and i shrug. "sleeping probably what about you?" i ask and she smirks whispering into my ear "you."
i get shivers down my spine. not because i'm turned on. but because ew. like pure ew. yuck.
i smile shyly and zayn comes as if it's on cue my lord and savior thank you god. "loulou come i wanna show you something." he says and i nod excusing myself
"thank you dude it was so horrible i got the ick through my entire body." i say and he giggles patting me on the back "i got you!" i smile and hug him "i'd be in love with you if i wasn't imprisoned by harry" i say and he laughs
"fuck off" he pushes me away and i giggle walking towards h "im gonna head to my room my social battery is over." i say and he nods kissing my head "goodnight lou" he says and i nod walking up and changing out of my suit and into a t shirt and sweatpants and then i grab my note book
i have an idea for another song i wanna write it's called nervous it's a cute little song i like it so much probably gonna give it to z he'll have a nice melody for it i'm sure. i finish writing it close the note book and sleep
in the middle of the night i'm awoken by a noise in my room. then i feel his presence near me he pulls the blanket up so it's covering my shoulder.
he reeks of alcohol and i'm pretending to still be asleep "you matter to me more than any other person or any other thing in this world. i love you more than life itself. i love you more than just anything. you are my core. i'm here for you. because of you." he plants a kiss to my temple and walks out and i smile softly. i want that tattooed on me.
A/N the actual song is nervous by the neighborhood
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Fanfictionharry and louis have been inseparable since they were kids louis has been undeniably in love with harry since they were children what happens when harry reveals that he is engaged to his girlfriend of only two years.
