Destiny

Chapter 36

“Namjoon is unconscious  for two hours.  The doctor also said there is nothing wrong. So why is he not waking up?” Asks Jimin to his brothers with a worried face.
All of them had gathered in the living hall with Joon-wo tightly hugging Jungkook as he was still a little afraid and that’s when he becomes clingy.
Namjoon gains his consciousness and immediately his tears welled up and he takes a few deep breaths.
“ Finally I know the reason of my anxiety towards birthdays !! Namjoon-ah you first thought it would be great if memory came back but now I think it was better that way.” Said Namjoon to himself while hiding his face in blanket while tightly hugging the big sheep plush.
After half an hour Namjoon comes out of his room dressed up in a  simple black t-shirt and black pyjama. He sees Joon-wo and Jungkook sleeping with Joon-wo tightly hugging Jungkook like a koala.
“Joonie  you are awake. Thank God” said jimin while putting the plates in his hands on the table.
The others were preparing for dinner and when they listened Jimin all came out of the kitchen.
“Shhh,be quiet. They are sleeping” said Namjoon while pointing at the two sleeping on couch.
“ Are you feeling better? Is there any headache or pain?” Asked Seokjin in a low voice.
“I am okay. Don’t worry. Is Joon-wo alright? He must be scared.” Said Namjoon.
“He is. But after a few hours he will be okay. Come eat something, you will feel better.” Said Hoseok.
They all sat and ate their dinner keeping some for Kook and little Joonie.
“Joon-ah, you are too dangerous. You become a beast when someone hurts your dear one. Today was the first time we saw you so harsh and infuriated.” Said Yoongi.
“Sorry. I lost my mind. It...it won’t happen again. Sorry” said Namjoon while looking down.
All of them were puzzled but Seokjin frowned at such a response.
“We are praising you Joonie. Because of your vigilance  Joon-wo is safe. How can we be angry at you?” asked Yoongi.
“Huh?.. ahh...hmm..okay” said Namjoon while giving a smile which was clearly fake.
“ Are you really okay? You don’t look too good” said Taehyung.
“Yes, I am just tired. That’s all” said Namjoon in a weary voice .
“Okay you need rest . Go sleep. When these two wake up we will call you” said Yoongi and namjoon nodded and goes upstairs. Seokjin was thinking something all this time and when Namjoon got up to go to his room he ran behind him.
“Joon-ah did you.....did you by any chance regained your memories?” asked Seokjin in a low voice.
Namjoon was surprised as to how Seokjin understood him. Namjoon shooks his head in denial. Seokjin looked sad and then pats Namjoon’s  shoulders.
“ Don’t worry. You will remember  everything about yourself. And I know that it if something was bad it must be  the ssituation you were in past ,you were always a kind-hearted soul to me.  So don’t be hard on yourself. Now go take some rest” said Seokjin smiled and then went back.
“Hyung ,you are the king of the mafia world. You are famous for your right assumptions, prediction and understanding  of poeple’s  nature accurately.  But you were wrong about me, how can a person be kind hearted if he killed many people without mercy and led her own sister to demise !!!” said Namjoon to himself while wiping his tears from his face and then goes back to his room.
That night all gathered up and Joon-wo was up and was too clingy and grumpy. As soon as he saw Namjoon he made grabby hands towards him and Namjoon with a big smile took him in his arms. Then the rest of the night ended with dishes and favourite cartoon movies of Joon-wo.
The next day was in chaos. Namjoon was MISSING!!
“ After he went to his room none of us saw him. Where did he went and why?” asked Jungkook worried.
“ If I knew the reason I won’t be so frantically searching all the rooms, human bunny!!” said Yoongi and was more grumpier due to his Joonie bear missing.
Taehyung and Jimin comes running from Namjoon’s room and gathered everyone in the hall.
“ Hyung there was a letter under Joonie’s pillow. We have not opened it yet.” Said Jimin.
         
I apologise  for leaving without telling anyone. I have regained some memories but are very gruesome. I don't know if my mind is deceiving playing with me or is there really some truth in my ghastly  past. I want to know the answers and if I don't that will torment me every minute. And if I told anyone of you ,you all might have forced to take risks along with me while dealing with Byung-ho. And Joon-wo's existence is no more a secret.  I don't want anyone of you get hurt because of me or my past. But if I fall, I will fall alone without any regrets. Goodbye, hyungs.
May we meet again