forever

chapter 9

scar's pov:
    last night was so relaxing. and it was such an intimate moment with chris, i love him more than anything. i'm gonna dread leaving him in two days. chris was already up in his practice gear when i had woken up, "hi" i say rubbing my eyes, "oh hi baby!" he say's surprised peaking his head out from his closet, "i've gotta leave right now. i have practice until 3 just a run down of tomorrows game and then tonight we have that party." grabbing his gym bag, "okay. be safe, have fun. i love you" i say, he kisses me before he leaves and replies "i love you most" before shutting the door behind him. a party sounded fun, thankfully i packed some cute dresses just in case as always. i wasn't sure of the vibe, but i have a small black slip dress that looks really cute with my jordan's that chris and i have in matching. chris's dorm was pretty messy, i decide to clean it up and take his clothes down to the wash. the basket was pretty heavy, i open the door and use my back to push. then i quickly realize im dumb and left the key inside plus i don't even know where the laundry room is. i hear a door open in-front of me, "do you need help?" a boy with bright blonde hair says, he was wearing a football jersey so i'm assuming he's on the team with chris. "um yeah. do you know who i can talk to, to get back into the dorm because i left the key inside. oh shit and my phone" i say smacking my hand to my face, "oh it's okay! we all have a master key. let me grab mine" he laughs, once he comes out he grabs the basket from me smiling and walks down the hall, "so who are you dating from the team? assuming because girls usually aren't in our dorm halls" he asks turning his head back, "oh ha! i'm chris' girlfriend. just here for the apple cup tomorrow." i say loading the laundry into the wash, "cool! i'm gabe. chris is a freshie, im a junior" he explains. after some small talk i head back to the dorm room and start to get ready.
4pm
he should be getting back around now. i've already showered, just gotta do my hair and makeup. as i put on one of his oversized hoodies, i sit on the sofa near the door, it opens, "hi!" he says very happy, "why are you so happy?" i smile, "just a hard practice. i'm so glad to see you" he opens his arms wanting a hug, i get up and he holds me tight, "i missed you. you wont believe what happened. i was locked out of the dorm, and i met your friend um i think his names gabe yeah! and-" , "gabe? don't talk to him. he's not even on the team anymore because from what i've heard he raped some girl at a party. he's getting kicked out of the dorms soon." he says worried, "oh. i'm sorry i didn't know. guess i should be more careful" , chris runs his hands through my hair and kisses the top of my head. "i'm gonna shower okay?" he says pulling back from the hug, i nod and lay in his bed.
chris comes out with a towel wrapped around his waist, he looks sooooo seggsy. "you're so hot" i say putting my phone down and sitting upright in his bed, "thanks baby" he grabs my face and kisses me. chris changes real quick and i pull out an outfit. "okay so i was thinking i can wear this black short silky dress, with our matching jordan's" i get excited, "matching? kinda cringe" he mumbles, "cringe!? it's cute... fine i guess not" getting annoyed. chris combs his hair and i slip the small dress on, "baby come" he was standing at his mirror putting a button up on, i walk towards him not looking at him because i'm stubborn since he didn't wanna wear our matching jordan's, "what?" he lifts my chin, "match with me" i pout looking up at him, he furrows his brows and grins. "okay fine. only because you're so cute" chris places his hands on my butt, and kisses me long. once i've finished doing my hair and makeup, i lace up my jordan's along with chris. chris lays on the bed until we have to go, i come to the edge of the bed and he pulls my waist in. "you're so beautiful baby" chris says holding my butt, i wrap my arms around his head and stroke his hair. "i love you" i say, "i love you more".

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we decide to uber to the party. most the players did, a lot of them have girlfriends too. although they (including chris) can't drink, everyone else who came did and i knew i was gonna. "don't over do it tonight scar" chris says getting serious with me, "okay.." i knew he meant it to be overprotective but when have i ever over done it. i mean i guess maybe last summer but that was different. we get to the house, a frat obviously. chris holds my hand tight, he dabs up some of his friends and introduces me to a ton of his teammates.
"im just gonna go grab a drink okay?" , "i can come" he says mid conversation, "chris im okay. it's right there" i say widening my eyes, he nods and i grab a drink. i take down a shot or two, "want a drink?" a girl with long brown hair asks me, "yes please" she hands me a twisted tea. i head back to chris and grab onto his arm. after a while a bunch of people start dancing and stuff, "come onnnnn babe let's go!!" i say pulling chris, it's starting to kick in more not gonna lie, he smiles and gives in. i dance a little bit on chris and he pulls me close into him by the waist, "you're so hot baby" chris whispers into my ear, he makes me soooo horny.
a couple of girls hand me some shots and on my fifth one chris grabs it from me, "heyshh" i slur, "baby that's enough", "ughhhh boringggg" im not really sure what i'm saying but i think i'm starting to feel this alcohol come back up, "i just love you chris so much. im gonna be so depressed back homeerdddjksjs" i say, chris lifts me up.
"i love you more scar you know that. we are gonna go back okay?" he says , i nod and rest my head on his shoulder.

chris's pov:
by 10pm scar was already wasted. i call an uber and pick her up to outside of the house. "bye man, i'll see you on the field tomorrow" my friend josh says. "i wanna get downnnn" scar says, "no", "pleaseeee" she begs, "wanna get on my back? im not letting you down scar, you can't walk straight" i say, she kisses my face and says yes. i kneel over and she gets on. once our uber arrives down the street i help her get in. "i love you christopher" she slurs, "i know baby. me too. you're really drunk right now. i told you before to not let this happen." i say with a bit of annoyance in my voice, she gets a bit butt hurt and faces
towards the window, i pull her leg towards me and she lays down the back seat with her head on my lap. "you're the prettiest" i say looking at all her facial features and putting a piece of hair behind her ear. once we get into the dorm, she goes straight to the toilet to throw up. i rush after her, "you're okay, you're okay" i repeat holding her hair back as she clutches her stomach. she wipes her face and leans back into my arms, "im sorry. i don't wanna be sick" she says teary eyed, "hey no no, it's okay. i promise. i know drinking is fun baby but you just have to be more limited.
come here", she turns into my arms and carry her to my bed, scar takes off her dress and i help with her shoes, "thank you" she says quickly laying down fully, "here" i help her drink some water. i change out of my clothes into my boxers and lay down behind her. she turns towards me and gets close to my chest, "i love you" she says putting her arms behind my back, "i love you baby" i kiss her forehead and hold her.