Our starbeam! [!!human!! sun/moon x gn y/n] [OLD/FIRST BOOK]

quite the scare

I thought the video above was amazing 🙏

Fluff, comfort, slight angst(?) chapter.

[Your pov 💫]

I know I don't have any work today and I should be taking advantage of that, finally getting off my feet and relaxing. However, I have plans. I want to celebrate. Me, sun and moon. This has to be the happiest I've ever been, these two have done a lot for me and I really do want to give something back. I want it to be special, but I'm not gonna blow all my money on it. Maybe something homemade? I believe they'd appreciate that. Yeah, I'll do that. Of course I still have to buy the supplies for it, or I could just use the stuff the kids use at the arts and crafts table.

'Wait don't I have that gift bag sun gave me?'

I got up from my bed and made my way to my closet. Reaching up, I retrieved a bag and slid the closet door shut. Carrying the bag to the desk on the right side of my bed, I placed it down and took out a few sheets of blank, colored paper. I gazed at the paper before me, with no particular thoughts in mind. Mindlessly tapping the end of the crayon against the paper, I created a small dot in the exact same spot without noticing. As I blinked, I found myself back in the present moment. I paused my crayon tapping, uncertain whether I had just zoned out or briefly died. (I do that too) Maybe I should create separate cards to avoid confusion. With that in mind, I selected two sheets of colored paper, opting for a dark blue and yellow to match the recipients' personalities. Or maybe that's overthinking it? Regardless, colored paper always adds a fun touch, just as Sun would say. I remind myself to stop overthinking and simply enjoy the process.

I took the time to write down my sincere thoughts on each card, expressing my deep gratitude for all that Sun and Moon has done for me. These cards are a small gesture compared to the immense value they have brought to my life. Nonetheless, I believe it's the thought that counts. Right? Right. Sun and Moon consistently prioritize me over work, which is something I truly appreciate. While I acknowledge the importance of work, I cannot forget the time we closed the daycare early to go to the mall. It meant sacrificing time and money, but it was a testament to the care and consideration that Sun and Moon have consistently shown me.

'Maybe I should bake them something? Just something small. Like cookies. Yeah, lets do that!'

After my failed attempt at making cookies and nearly setting my dorm on fire,

I reached out to Chica to see if she could either bake or buy me some cookies. Of course, I had to reveal the reason behind my request, or else she would have pestered me endlessly. When she arrived at my dorm, I accepted the cookies with a meek thank you. As she left, I couldn't help but notice that she wasn't exactly sneaky, despite her attempts to be. Now that I've got my gifts ready, I should- I jumped at the sudden harsh knock, was Chica back? I told her that's all I needed. I glanced over my nightstand and unplugged my phone, I switched my phone on and notifications poured in. I froze up when I realized what time it was, 5:13 pm. Theres no way I took THAT long making cards and waiting.. For.. Chica. Oh. God- I can hardly think straight with that knocking! I got up and opened the door, I was pulled into a sudden hug.

Slight Angst(?)

"Thank the stars you're alright, sunshine! You didn't answer any texts or calls, and you've been in your room almost the entire day! Me and moon have been so worried, w-well I've been worried. Moon just thought you were resting because y'know today's your day off and s-stuff... But it was so long, moon agreed with me something was wrong, we- we thought you were hurt! Y-your not hurt, right? Your okay?!" I could feel Suns heartbeat racing against my chest, he was breathing quickly, and his grip was tight as if he was holding onto me for dear life. "S- sunshine I was- I was so worried!" He buried his face into my shoulder, oh God was he crying?

"Woah- sunny I'm okay! I'm really sorry I scared you, I'm okay I promise. Nothing happened."

Well, fuck. This wasn't supposed to happen.

Fluff(?), comfort

I held Sun gently but firmly, stumbling backwards. Glancing over my shoulder, I stopped at the edge of my bed and slumped down to the floor. Pulling Sun closer, he wrapped his arms around me. Taking his hand into mine, I gently ran my thumb against the back of his hand. "I'm here, Sunny," I reassured him. "I'm okay, I'm not hurt. You're not hurt, Moon isn't hurt. We're all okay." Feeling his breath against my neck slow down, Sun loosened his grip as he relaxed into my touch. I could feel his body slightly tremble under my hands, God that made my heart ache, "sun, I am so sorry that I scared you. I was- busy.." My voice trailed off, and I fell silent as I hugged sun. Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, inviting Sun to join me. Mimicking my rhythm, Sun took a few deep breaths, too. It wasn't long before Sun was calm and relaxed again. I apologized, once again for what I caused. Sun really did not deserve that.

I'm not a great comforter so this is a hell of an achievement

(Or maybe you're great at comforting, I don't know!!)

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Fluff

"Ahem.. Now that both of you are here and I've apologized at least fifty times for scaring you both. I can finally give you my gifts." I smiled as sun lit up, "Gifts!?" Sun clapped his hands together in excitement. "Y/n, you shouldn't have," Moon started before I cut him off by shoving a cookie into his mouth. "No, I should. You both do so much for me," I explained, handing Sun a cookie as well. His infectious smile put me at ease, especially after what had happened earlier. It was amazing to see him happy again. I then handed the two their cards. Moon quietly thanked me while Sun just giggled and he was.. Shaking.. How excited was he?

Moon put his hand over his mouth and looked down, 'I see that smile, mister.' "Y'know, y/n, I'd absolutely drown you with kisses, cuddles and what not but I'm gonna be a gentleman and not overstep your boundaries. Thank you, for the card and the- the cookie shoved down my throat. It was great, very delicious." The cookie part was sarcastic, I can tell, but the rest of it seemed totally genuine.

"Y/n do I have permission to marry you?" Sun looked up from his card, his smile couldn't be any bigger. "Like.. Right now?"

"I'm sure the kids could make that happen. The arcade has rings as prizes, I think," moon stated, sun gasped. "Yes!! We'll get married and happy ever after!" Sun exclaimed.

I sat down between the two, sun immediately grabbed a pillow and sat it on my lap before dropping his head down. Moon rested his head against my shoulder and took my right hand into his. Sun held my left hand.

"Maybe someday."

I'd like to start my three part apology for sunny-

1. Y/n, reader, my beloved friend and reader you're... You're amazing... Thank you for reading, please don't kill me

2. Sunny is okay now, he is.. Drawing flowers and other things. Very much not crying any more

3. If it makes you feel any better I cried like a little bitch too🙏

9/.. Uh.. What's the date../23 1340 words