summary : you and Chris broke up, but after 2 weeks, he goes a dates the same girl he told you not to worry about. (they're in like senior year)
inspired by : traitor by olivia rodrigo.
y/n's pov:
me and Chris broke up two weeks ago, yet the worse thing is that he is already dating another girl. The same girl he said ' not to worry about'. I feel rage and betrayal, but he doesn't care. he never did.
i miss his touch, i miss his laugh but in another way I hate him. I hate everything about him.
the second we broke up, he ran to that girl, she looks nothing like me. it almost hurts in a way. it feels like he really doesn't want anything like me, he doesn't want to be reminded of me. makes me feel small and little. she's so beautiful, i can see why he'd rather want her than me.
i cant eat or sleep, all I can think about is them. they're getting couple-y at school, and it's killing me. playing with my food I stare at them in disgust and jealously.
i know, I know he didn't cheat but it still hurts. two weeks? then he goes and dates her, her? was I not good enough? no, no, I was never good enough for him. I loved him. he never loved me though.
my heart skips a beat everytime I see him in the halls, but it's not in that love way, no. its in the other way. the way where all them memories go into your head and your left there with them. that way.
i had restless nights of crying and anger, and again tonight. I was on my phone, listening to music, just crying. yes, because of chris and that girl.
i decide to scroll through insta, until I see a post.
@chrizmass
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@chrizmass who tf took this photo tags : @oliviajones
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@oliviajones omgwe look so cute. ^ @chrizmass ofc we do?!
@notscaredofbirds awh so cute ( someone get these bitches off my screen) ^ @oliviajones shut up ^@user1 did this girl acc tell nick to shut up? 😭
@user lowkey miss when he was with y/n ^@anotherone fr tho olivias acc so annoying.
@user omg they're so cute together
@chris.fp this is true love. tell me different. ^ @user couldn't agree more ^ @anotherone what u lot on, bc i dont see what u see.
I sit there scrolling through the comments. I hate that. I hate how I get reminded of them everyday. I have to get over him. fuck him. he sucks. but I love him, I shouldn't, but i do.
