The Rank 1

Chapter 4

We kiss.

We touch.

And I'm slowly losing my sanity.

"Mm." Napaungol ako ng biglang kagatin at hinalahin ni Madison ang lower lip ko. "Don't."

But it seems like she didn't care, tuloy lang sya sa paghalik sakin. As her both hands are in my breasts, she squeezes them.

And this time, i get my chance — I flip us around and pin Madison against the wall.  My lips travel from her lips, to her jawline, down the neck — Holy sh*t. She smells freakin good.

Napasabunot si Madison sakin when i bit her skin. "Ah..."

Sobrang init ng pakiramdam ko na parang any moment ay sasabog na ako.

Yes, I had intimate moments with ex-boyfriends but i had no satisfaction — and now i found the answers from all the riddles while kissing Madison.

And when my lips is back again in her mouth. She whisper. "Leslie...."

Bigla akong napahinto at parang binuhusan ng malamig na tubig ng marinig ko ang sinabi nya. I can't be wrong — i know what i heard.

The f*ck!

Madison slowly open her eyes and stare at me blankly. Her beauty pain me. "Wh..why did you stop?"

And i honestly don't know what to feel.

And to be honest again — I feel hurt.

Imbis na sagutin si Madison ay umatras ako sabay talikod. I don't want her to see my reaction. Heck. I can't even imagine what i look like. Nanginginig din ang mga kamay ko na hawak ang doorknob. "I.. I'm not Leslie."

Madison says something pero hindi ko ito masyado naintindihan dahil nagmamadali akong lumabas sa restroom na naninikip ang lalamunan, parang gusto kong maiyak.

But why?

Bakit ako naiiyak?

The kiss is clearly a mistake.

Hindi dapat ako nagpadala sa kung ano mang attraction ang nararamdaman ko kay Madison.

But.

I like every second of it.

Lalong dumami ang mga tao sa hallway ng restroom. Hindi na ako makadaan dahil mga lasing na sila, may nakaupo sa sahig, may nakasandal sa pader habang bumubuga ng weeds. May magjowa na hanggang ngayon ay naghahalikan parin.

My goodness , hindi sila napapagod?

"Silvana!" Sigaw ni Leslie ng makita ako at kumakaway kaway pa sakin.

I look at her a little longer this time. Leslie is a perfect catch. Mabait, napaka sweet, caring at maganda. No wonder why Madison like her.

At wala din naman akong reason to feel bad dahil wala kaming relationship ni Madison. Nadala ako eh, ikaw ba naman biglang halikan ni Madison — Pero iinom ko nalang siguro ito ng gamot at baka okay na bukas.

Now she's standing right in front of me. "Akala ko kung napano ka na eh."

"May lasing kasi — " Pumiyok pa ako. Ganito ata pag nagpigil sa pag-iyak.

Titig na titig si Leslie sa mukha ko sabay hawak sa braso ko. "Why? What happened?"

Naglakad na kami pabalik sa living room.

"Wala naman." I force a smile.

"Good." She smile at me. "Tara? May games tayo."

Bigla akong huminto. "Can i look for my friends first? Babalik din ako agad."