Married For Revenge

chapter 14

Tiana POV

   I stare at my body in the 7inch mirror in my bathroom, the scars on my hands and feet are always going to remind me of the torture I endured, the bruises have all faded as well but the memories are still fresh in my head,
        I became what I always feared an orphan, I lost my mom when I finally learned how to live without her I lost my dad as well, And it's all my fault yes it's my fault for trusting that fool, I killed my father I could have been able to save him if I had gone to the hospital as I planned, 
 
   Am so stupid and dumb, I could have been smarter, I thought smacking my head; what is there to live for now absolutely, my parents are gone and I will never see them again, I stare at the pills in my arm contemplating if I should take them or not, I stare at my reflection, my ones vibrate eyes were now dead, I don't even know how to feel anymore, I lost everything -everything there is nothing left -nothing, I sob uncontrollable falling on the floor with a thud, as I moaned for all I have lost,
   Do it, end it all, put an end to your pain  A voice in my head whispered 
 
        Finally making up my mind, I brought the pills close to my mouth but paused when I saw my reflection talking to me, what the fuck, shit!! I am finally going crazy,
' You bitch how dare you try to take the easy way out '
' I don't want to live anymore '
'So you want your enemy to win, I can't believe you are so weak, '
' I am not weak, I am just tired of fighting and tired of losing the people I love,'
'Then don't be weak, fight and keep on fighting because your father did not give birth to a weakling '
' I can't fight anymore, I can't take it anymore '
'You are going to fight and you are going to win because you are not fighting for yourself anymore, but for your father and your family'
 
  'Yes Justice for my father "
"Tiana, you have been in there for a while, Are you okay" Lily knocked
"Am okay " I yelled, staring at my reflection that seemed to have gone mute, I raised my hands and it did the same, I repeated with my other arm and it did the same, yep I had gone crazy,
   
   I toss the pills inside the toilet, am not going to kill myself am going to fight because I am a fighter I can't give up that easily, it will be a shame to the Macaulay name no more feeling pity for myself, that bitch has been tormenting me for a long time, but I always let her go, but this time she has messed with my family and nobody mess with my family, I smiled creepily at my reflection, time for payback bitch, 

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  "Baby girl, where are you going?" I turned to see Tony staring at my suitcase,
"Home of course where else " I deadpan,
"Home? Where? you know you can certainly not go back to your Apartment you were pronounced dead remember "
"T, Tony is right you can't go to your apartment or your father's house " Lily explained, when did she get here I silently asked myself,
"I can't hide in here forever beside am not going to either of the places you mentioned,"
"Then where are you going to? "
"Am going to my grandfather's house, Relax Tony why are you so worried anyway?" I said nonchalantly, I don't need them to fight my battle anymore I can do it myself,
"Are you okay baby girl?"
"I told you not to call me that awful pet name, I am fine never been better" I answered him with a sweet smile, giving him a gentle tap on his cheek,
"T, your grandfather's house?"
"You guys have done enough for me, am grateful for everything, but this is my battle I can't let you meddle anymore" I gave Lily a hug and Tony A handshake but he refused to accept, whatever

    "Why don't you get the fact that I want to help you fight, why don't you tell us everything that happened so we can figure it out together" I shift back glimpsing at  the determination in his eyes, 
 
   "No I don't need your help, it's not your job to worry about me anymore, I need to do this on my own"
"No T what are you talking about, you don't need to do this on your own, we can help you " Why don't they get the fact that I don't want anything to happen to them, they have been with me through my mood swing and all, but people around me always end up getting hurt, I can't do that to them, I clean off the tears that had assembled  in my eyes, I stare at the both of them again making up my mind, I can't let them in,
"I don't need your help anymore, just live your life and stay off my business, I don't fucking need anyone " I barked at them, ignoring the tears that fell from Lily's eyes at my word or the hurt expression in Tony's eyes  without another word I walked out, I have to do this for their safety, that bitch is capable of anything, 

 
        I thought I had finally escaped, I sighed stepping  into the elevator glad I was the only one there, I didn't want anyone to see me crying, I pressed the down floor button, the door was about to close when someone stopped the doors by forcing it open, I groaned under my breath not liking the fact that am going to share, I won't be able to cry now, cause you mysterious stranger, I huff under my breath not bothering to look at the person, I felt myself lifted I struggled to be freed, yep am In Tony's shoulder, this dude doesn't just get It, I pity his girlfriend, 
 

"put me down I yell what the fuck is wrong with you," I tell punching him on his back.

"you are what is wrong with me"
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