I was not meant to be here
Pardon? Does this line disturbs you?
Made you feel sick or disgusted of me?
Ha ha ha that's nothing new.
All I do is let the clock tick by,
Just little freak,
That could disappear with a single flick!
I'm supposed to be happy!
Yet –yet... Why do I feel so empty?
...
No right to be happy, no right to be sad.
I can't just savor those rights like any humans had!
I have no right!I have no right... My life is not that bad...
Repeat this, repeat that; try this, try that,
Try, try, try, try, try, try, try, try try, try --- I'm telling you try!!!
Try until it leaves you all hollow and dry!
How long should I bear this poisonous life?
I can't get out, I'm smiling, I'm faking, why is that?
These tears are fake, this smiles are fake, why is that?
Little by little I am disappearing
Little by little I am forgetting who I am
Little by little by little by little by little...
YOU ARE READING
Sapantaha| Poetry Collection
PoetrySapantaha, a hunch or assumption. The what ifs and the rumination of day dreamer. English and FIlipino Poems Status: Completed Date Started: June 11 2023 Date Ended: October 27 2023
