Broken lies

Chapter 15

Marci's pov
It's been a few weeks since I've been here I've grown close to the little boy he didn't have a name he said his sissy just called him baby so I decided on one for him

It was hard because I wanted him to have a Russian name but the only name that I knew was Sasha the man I met at the ball so I decided it was a beautiful name and he was a beautiful boy so he definitely deserved it

I've grown attached to him I always sang to him and kissed his cheeks and made up stories for him I cried last week when he called me mama I wanted him to feel safe and if I was to act like his mama I needed to get us out of here

He thought it was bad to call me that cause I was crying but I told him it just made me happy so he called me it everyday since

I made sure he got most of the food and water that was given to us to make him grow big and strong and he even started the habit of having to listen to my heartbeat to fall asleep

My shirt that was provided was feeling sticky so he would lift it up to get underneath just so he could listen and not have the sticky feeling on his face

Months went by with this same routine they beat me a lot but never put there hands on him which I was thankful for Sasha would ask my a lot when we were going to leave and to keep me and him sane I would lie and say soon

I got to know from one of the men that Sasha was actually turning 3 and he was born in these cells

My heart felt pain for my son who has never seen the light from the sun or the green of the grass i also got told that my family forgot about me and that no one was ever coming to save me

But these men didn't know that in my mind I already knew this I knew that no matter how much someone says they love me I was always going to mess up so them forgetting about me and not coming to save us hurt me but I already knew this so I just put it in the back of my head

One night while I was telling a story to Sasha the same man came up to let me know it's been 9 months since I've been here I didn't look up at him just listened but I guess he didn't like that so he opened the cell we were in and punched me in my mouth than walked out

But something was different he walked out mad because I didn't answer to him or even reacted when he hit me so he stormed out and I didn't hear the lock of the cell

Not taking the time to over think I went up and tried to side the cell door and when I heard it start to open I smiled I went back to the corner with Sasha and watched and waited for the sun to disappear from the sky

And as soon as it did I made my move with my baby I walked over to his mother and whispered to her body that I will come back for her so that she can get a proper goodbye her body had started to smell but I quickly got used to it

I went to the cell door with Sasha in my hands and he looked at me with his sleepy eyes I put my finger to my lips in a sign to be silent and made my way out of the cell with him he Buried his head in my chest and I left up the stairs

Being in the dark for so long my eyes adjusted to the night I seen all the stairs and made my way up them being as quiet as I can from the stairs I was suddenly in a living room I looked around and spotted what looked like a back door so quietly but quickly I made my way over

I seen nobody and nothing that seemed like this was a trap so I opened the door and left no sound went off and I looked outside and smiled we were free we just needed to get a good distance from this hell

I ran and ran while holding Sasha I didn't know how long I was running for until I started to see the sky turn red and orange I shook Sasha a bit and he looked at me than I pointed at the sky

He opened his mouth and looked at me "Were free baby no more bad people mama promises" he held me tighter and smiled I placed him onto his feet and he giggled I told him about the grass and he got down and started rolling around in it

After a while he got up and grabbed my hand and we started walking together I was fighting sleep but knew to never stop moving and that's what I did

We walked for a while and Sasha got tired again so he put his arms up to be held and I did so with no complaints after what felt like forever I seen a bunch of cars most of the people who probably owned these cars were standing out of them so I made the decision to take one

I went up to the car that was still running and opened the door and put in Sasha and sat in the drivers seat I thought back to the first time I drove and with that did the same thing as last time

As soon as I started driving I heard some of the men scream at me to stop but I didn't I couldn't get caught again so I kept driving Sasha was liking the car and even sat in my lap and grabbed the wheel with me and with that we drove further away