It was always you | Jungwon ff

17

"Encounters"

Everything around me just paused. Once I stared into jungwon's eyes, I somehow felt that safe feeling again, when everything wasn't messed up as it is right now

But did Jungwon feel the same way right now?

"Let's go guys, I don't wanna be late to class" Jungwon turned his head to Sunoo who broke our two second long eye contact

"Okay, wait let's go to that new café that I didn't go with you guys last time, after school!" Jungwon spoke to his friends, "yea that's 'cuz you ditched us" Ni-ki rolled his eyes and everyone laughed

Jungwon walked along with his friends, completely ignoring that fact I was there. Seems his friends also despise me now

I just, don't get it! He could've heard me out before breaking up with me.. why did he just end it there and then without even caring what I said? And... Jungwon ditching his friends? New café? I thought to myself while standing in the hall way where of course everyone was looking at me, but I didn't care anymore, I was so tired of all this crap

I shrugged those thoughts out of my mind and went over to my locker to get my books, I was gonna leave school early. I literally threw up and passed out in the school washroom, I'm pretty sure that's a good enough excuse to leave school for the day

I stuffed the books in my bag, quickly zipped it, and slung it over my shoulder before exiting the school

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Once I got home, I basically just stood there in my living room for a good 2 minutes before I thought of something.

"You know what?!?" I said screaming to myself, my cat glared at me then walked away, "I'm gonna get over stupid Jungwon, and our stupid relationship, and everything that happened!! I CANT keep living like this!"

I looked over to my messed up bedroom, and my living room which was now a food room, food wastes were everywhere, and then I looked over to my kitchen where piles and piles of dishes layed.

My whole placed is trashed because of stupid Jungwon! And stupid Dahyun and Mina! I thought to myself before putting my bag down my shoulders. I put my hands on my hips and screamed, "IM STARTING OVER!"

I quickly ran to every corner of my apartment and picked up every piece of trash that was around. Then I grabbed my vacuum that I haven't used in the past 3 months, I didn't know how to use it at first but I got the hang of it and vacuumed my whole place, each corner, each side, everything. I went over to the kitchen and looked in disappointment to the dishes that were in the sink, I grabbed one plate and started cleaning each one slowly but surely. Then... my worst nightmare

The bathroom.

The bathroom was probably the worst of all the rooms, it was once a clean and useable bathroom, but now it looks like a pigsty.

Everywhere was just, an indescribable level of dirty. I closed my nose using my hands and stepped in the bathroom. "Ok so,it's not that bad! You know if I just clean without my eyes and my nose then I should be fine!" I said in a squeaky voice, trying to reassure myself

It wasn't fine. It's has been 2 hours and I still can't step foot in that bathroom.

I eventually called a cleaning service to clean my bathroom, but who knew that these cleaning services cost a heck of a ton of money?