Supernatural Imagines

Sam Winchester // I want you back

The car is silent as I drive down the empty, dark road. It's late at night and I'm just finishing up a hunt. I'm driving back to town after killing some demons. They wanted to possess a family with children for reasons they weren't clear on. This hunt was pretty successful considering no one died except those stupid demons. I've been throwing myself into hunting for the past seven months.

About seven months ago Chuck killed Dean and Sam completely fell apart. Normally we get through these things together. We could have brought Dean back together. But Sam didn't see it that way. He shut me out until we had a huge fight and he broke up with me. I ended up leaving the bunker and haven't seen him or anyone else since then. I've just been traveling town to town trying to find a case.

This wasn't my fault. He ended things with me after years of being together. I tried to be there for him and let him know that we would get Dean back. Apparently he didn't see it that way and now we aren't a couple anymore. I miss him but that heavy feeling in my chest won't change the fact that he doesn't want me anymore.

Once getting back into town, I head to the motel and go to my room. I sigh while closing the door behind me and throwing my bag onto the couch. I sit on the foot of the bed and lay down on my back. I'm so tired and in desperate need of sleep. I close my eyes for only a moment when I hear a sound in the room. Feeling anxious, I pull my gun out and jump out of bed.

When seeing who my gun is pointed at, I let out a breath and lower my weapon. It's only Castiel. There's a slight frown on his face as he looks at me completely confused. "Use your words Cas. You nearly gave me a heart attack." I glare at him.

"My apologies." He says and I tuck my gun back into the waistband of my jeans. "Sam sent me to retrieve you. He wants to talk."

"Well you can tell Sam if he wants to talk with me so bad then he can come to me instead of sending you." I say before crossing my arms, trying to make a point. He gives me a hesitant look as if he's debating on his next move. Before I know it his hand is on my head and I'm in the bunker. I glare at him before hearing my name being called. I turn and see Sam standing there looking at me.

Loads of feelings came rushing to my heart seeing his face again after months of being apart. A mix of emotions flood through me. Im holding myself back from rushing into his arms but I also want to punch him for making me feel so heartbroken. He looks great...nothing has changed. "Sam." I say. It's all I'm able to get out. Cas clears his throat before leaving us alone to talk.

"How are you?" He asks while walking closer to me.

"Im good. I've been hunting a lot. What about you, how are you doing?" I ask him. He gives me an apologetic look before speaking.

"Things could be better I guess. I'm still searching for a way to bring Dean back. So far not much."

"Why did you ask Cas to bring me here?" I ask, trying to skip the whole reunion and get right to the point. He half smiles and tucks his hands in his pockets.

"Y/n I've missed you so much. It was wrong of me to treat you the way I did. Breaking up with you because I was upset wasn't the right decision. I'm so sorry for all of it. I'm not asking you to take me back but I'm hoping you can forgive me." He apologizes and I take in every word he says. I'm still sad about it all and I miss him too.

"If you were to ask me this a few months ago I would have told you to save your apology. But things feel different now. I miss you too Sam so yes. I do forgive you. It's water under the bridge." I assure him with a half fake smile. He thanks me and hesitates giving me a hug so I make the first move and hug him. He holds me tightly and it feels good being in his arms again.

Being held close to him is a feeling I've missed so much. Even though we aren't together anymore, Sam will always mean so much to me and I love him. We pull away and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "You can move back in here if you want. I never wanted you to go." He says while gesturing to the bunker. Sam never kicked me out or anything, it was my choice. I left because being around him was hard.

"I'll think about it but for now I'm happy with how things are. We should take things slow and see where we end up." I say and he completely agrees. I thank him for the offer though. After our reunion, I make Cas take me back to the motel.

Over the course of the next three months, we get Dean back, the three of us go hunting together, and Sam and I grow closer again. We didn't get back together but I moved back into the bunker. Dean was pissed at his brother for treating me that way but he got over it when I assured him Sam and I are good again. We may not have gotten back together but somehow it feels like we're closer than we have ever been.