Chapter 4: But why?

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Gon's POV:
But why?.. Why did he do that? Why...?

Gon's thoughts were turning into words "But why? Didn't it hurt..? Killua, those ones are barely bleeding...."
"Ugh shut up, those were deep, that's why"
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"Dont lie Killua, when you were in the hospital, after the battle with Ikalgo, the most injuried parts of your body were were conpletely fine after 3 days!"

No answer.
"Gon, I'm... sorry" Killua was really sorry, I could see it in his pretty face "Killua, why do you still hurt your self....?"
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No answer, once again Killua was criying hard..."We'll talk in home Gon.. Alluka will be here in no time, I'll explain"
"okay" I said, I really hope killua explains it, im sad about him doing that to himself...

Killua's POV:
Shit-- I knew i shouldn't wear this sweater today....now we're going home and i still dont know how to explain this...
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We're all in the car now, Gon is touching my arm, full of fresh cuts i did this morning..... They're deep, it hurts.
Im sure alluka is afraid to ask what happened, even though she can see my cuts from the left window of the taxi
I thought
But i will explain to both of them, even when i know how difficult it is to stop and to try telling other people...
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Gon was criying by my side, I felt more depressed than usual, once again i wanted to cut myself...and felt a whisper on my ear "dont do this again Killua, dont do it even if you are thinking about me, i dont want you to think of me at that way...."

Gon's POV:
We're arriving, Killua haven't said a thing. I'm worried about him, he's cuts are as deep as an injurie almost to the bone, very deep. Its ovbious that these cuts are from today, even ones from yesterday....
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But why...? Why is he still cutting himself?.... Poor Killua, he needs to stop.

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Author:
I know this is shor but i had barely time to do it, still dont finish chapter 6, but now gonna update 5 😇
Sorry for beeing such and instintent bitch but if you could vote or let a comment, it will help a lot 💗.
Love u guys, dont forget to smile 😖😜

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