I dont know about this I know I've been away for a long time, but heres a little vent.
So I recently got into a fight with my s/o but even though we resolved things. I can't help but feel like hes a completely different person to me now. Like I love him a lot he's the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I just can't help but try to limit my speech and just not bother him. I know he says he's at fault of this, but I just can't help but feel like this was all my fault and he's taking pity on me.
Like I'm extremely formal with him now, but I do slightly show more affection to him. But I just I just dont understand. I'm not good at reading people I'm not even good at understanding myself.
I dont know what people are thinking half the time, but I think the worst. Like what if he does hate me and what if this is my fault? What if I'm not good enough for him? I hate these questions so much.
(Sorry sorry. Little vent. Thanks for reading my shitty vent)
