Love At Loss

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Medical finally pulled up to the scene and I was completely sick .

Me and Darrian stayed by Nevaeh's side until we they carried her away.

We rushed to the hospital right behind her .

My whole world stopped .

I couldn't believe what had just happened .

I was never going to get that image out of my head .

We sat in the waiting room of the hospital . My legs were shaking and my lips were trembling .

I prayed heavily for Neveah.

I sobbed so hard I felt like I was gonna pass out .

She was my bestfriend . My other half , my soulmate .

I spent half of my life with her . I never imagined seeing her like that.

The nurse came out .

"We did everything we could to save her . But unfortunately she didn't make it ."

My heart felt like it was going to explode in my chest .

I can't believe my bestfriend was gone .

2 weeks later .

These last 2 weeks have been the hardest .

I kept having nightmares .

I didn't eat much .

I couldn't even close my eyes without seeing her .

I couldn't stop thinking of her .

In a way I was mad at her .

I wish she wouldve just listened to me and not went to that party .

It was the day of Nevaeh's funeral and I wasn't feeling good at all .

I didn't dress up much I wore a black hoodie and black jeans .

How could I?

Nevaeh 's casket was pearly white just like her smile and they topped it off with pink roses before they lowered her to the ground .

It was a painful scene .

After the painful ceremony her family cooked out a lovely feast .

Everybody seemed so happy and enjoyed their plates .

How could they be happy after what happened ?

I couldn't even lift my fork .

"Yo why you not eating this shit mad good yo ." A random kid says .

"Cuz I'm not a fat ass pig like you." I snapped.

"Yo bitch don't call my lil bruva fat you wanna shake ?" A girl says standing up .

"Yo who is you bitch . You know I'm onnat step into me ." I said getting up bucking up .

"Guys Guys let's not do this right now ."Navaeh's mother said separating us .

"Bae come sit down ." Darrian said .

That mutt bitch belongs to him?