Love At Loss

7.

Darrian's p.o.v
I stormed out of the hospital . I can't see Y/N like that .

Last night she was a short of dying and I stayed up all night praying that she was gonna make it .

I was angry .

I'm angry at Nevaeh for going to the party.

I'm angry at the world for not saving my little sister.

I had just got in the car when my girlfriend called me .

I'm a way I was praying it was Y/n .

"What ." I answered .

" Bae I'm sorry . Can you please come over ."She cried .

" What I'm coming over for ?" I sighed .

" I wanna learn to be better for you I wanna talk to you . I don't wanna lose you bae ." She responded crying .

Like a dumb ass I replied ."I'm on my way ."

I drove to her house .

She met me in the driveway but this time she grabbed my hand .

"How are you feeling baby ?" She asked .

"I feel like shit today ."

"I know I saw ya eyes red at school . What's wrong ?" She asked .

I couldn't tell her how I really felt I could tell her part of it .

"I was thinkin bout Vaeh." I said .

"It's okay baby . Ion know what it's like to lose nobody . But I do know what it's like to be hurt .I hope you feel better soon bae ."

She said hugging me .

That was one of the sweetest things she's ever said .

"Thanks for trying to understand me baby ." I kissed her .

She kissed me slowly and passionately.

She got on top of me started sucking on me and licking all over my neck .

She unzipped my pants and started riding me .

And as soon as she did Y/N's number popped on my screen .

I started feeling guilty .

For some reason this feels illegal . Why does it feel like I'm doing something wrong ?.

"I -I gotta take this ." I said trying to push her off

"Fuckk me daddy focus on me ." She said still riding me .

"Nah Bae get up ." I told her .

She refused . She grabbed my phone and held it up and started riding me .

"Chill give that shit back ." I reached up.

"Not until you cum bae . Who is this anyways ?"she started scrolling .

"Aww hell ." I thought to myself .