Sorry

Scars

You watched my face as I pretended to feel no pain.

I chose to keep it all to myself,

Than to explain.

I was living,

But I wasn't alive.

I wanted to live,

Not just survive.

You were the first guy I ever truly showed my heart to.

You will be the last one, I guess.

Cause what if, I meet someone new,

And I never fall for them,

Because I am scared.

I'm scared,

Because when someone tells me they love me,

All I think about is "till when?"