Written; 8/12/2023, and yes I'm writing this at 4 AM, I'm STRESSED, UPSET, TURNED ON, and again STRESSED and can not eat or sleep 👍 anyway that was useless info sorry
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I had written my weight down but deleted it I think, was in the 85 kg I think?? 85,1 kg or something, anyway
Physically was not as bloated as I am now, the time I'm writing this, but definitely was getting somewhere compared to a few days before that
The weight seems to go more to my stomach and arms, thighs kinda but it's not too noticeable yet
Tried to wear one of my kinda normal/tight fitting shirts that day only for it to be way tighter than it used to be, especially around my arms..
Let me tell you, it felt like they were being squeezed to HELL
Only other thing worth mentioning is that even masturbating is getting harder now, I get out of breathe so fast and have to take breaks which I never had to before..
Stayed at home all day, no school as I was ill and was too lazy to get out of my bed, so not many calories were burned that day
Meaning I also didn't get any comments or glances since I didn't really see anyone
What I ate;
A LOOOT of chocolate, 2 packs of noodles, around 5 sandwiches with a thick layer of chocolate spread, a chocolate bar that my dad got me, for dinner I have actually no idea, alzheimer's dna going through my family's kicking in, not as funny as I wish it was but whatever there's not enough stuff in this update, and an ice cream
That night I finished 1 or 2 jars of chocolate spread mixed with oil before I got too tired and fell asleep
Before the night snacks (idk what to call it) I did skin care, hair and agaaaain rubbed my belly with vitamin c oil, just makes it feel better and softer AND it's fun so yk why not??
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diary || keeping track of my weight gain
Randomhere i write down all types of updates of my weight gain with no limit as for now, unless i change my mind ofc but i don't imagine that will happen
