diary || keeping track of my weight gain

26 december 2023

Written; 27/12/2023

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FIRST OF ALL (LATE) MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Took me a while to write because of the holidays, been busy with family and spent most of my time with my boyfriend, I hope to be less busy to write more updates here!

Anyway, I finally hit 100 kg yesterday and am now 100,1 kg!
I haven't heard anything yet from the job I applied for but that's understandable, didn't expect to hear anything during the holidays

Physically I've been gaining weight visibly everywhere, my face is getting fatter but so is my ass, tits, belly, back, thighs, etc
There are definitely more stretch marks on my hips and belly as well as more rolls on my back
Have had a harder time fitting into my clothes, especially my trousers..
Lately I've been really into wearing low rised jeans and had bought some a few months ago, but nowadays I can only fit into one, one which is also starting to get tighter and tighter
And a lot is starting to take more effort to do, including walking up the stairs in my own home, aka getting more out of breath
I've also been wayyy lazier the past few days as I spent most my days in my bedroom eating and watching tv!!

Activity wise I didn't do much besides visiting my grandparents for Christmas, was in bed for the rest of the day
A family member also commented on my weight gain telling me how I am starting to get chubbier again (I used to be overweight around 6/7 years ago and lost the weight because of insecurities, bullying and an ed)
Didn't get anything else

For breakfast I had a few sandwiches with Philadelphia salmon and avocados because I was craving it once again..
Lunch were just a few chocolates at my grandparents, and for dinner me and my family were doing this thing called gourmetten, I have no idea what it translates to but basically you have all types of food that you'll cook along with other people on some sort of grill (like steak, chicken, shrimps, pork, vegetables, etc.), and I ate most the food because I was STARVING. I already didn't get to eat much so why not??
And for dessert we had some ice cream, which wasn't much but it is what it is, I had some peanut butter later on to make up for it mixed with vegetable oil for the extra calories

Routine existed out of me showing my boyfriend the bloat and how my jeans fit me that evening, shower, rubbing my belly and tits in vitamin c oil and the usual

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Also thanks for the 1k reads???? That's absurd honestly but I'm very grateful!!
Oh and I'm working on starting to include pictures and stuff in my future updates, don't know when but you'll see! BYEBYE