diary || keeping track of my weight gain

12 december 2023 (little update)

Written; 12/12/2023

Update 16/12/2023; Sorry for deleting the book, was considering whether to continue it but I'm happy to do so

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Woke up, checked my weight with it being exactly 92 kg
I haven't been gaining much weight because of the lack of food I've been eating and stress, haven't been able to get myself to eat enough
I did get some food with the money I transferred yesterday, but I'll be saving some of it for who knows what

Physically my belly and arms are again getting fatter, my face also has been getting chubbier so that's good
When I do want to eat I notice that my appetite is getting bigger and bigger
Today I was also wearing low rised jeans and I couldn't keep them up because of my belly, which was annoying but I survived!!
Besides that the only thing I also noticed was the fact I got out of breath really easily when walking
Clothes still haven't arrived, hopefully tomorrow, and I ordered more that look alike so yes excited!!

Activity was quite a lot, school was around 5 minutes of walking in total, and then I went shopping for 2/3 hours, including the walk home, but I'll try to make up for it later tonight
Only got a comment fromy brother comparing my body to his, calling me "round", and some (disgusted/confused) glances from people while I was out shopping

For breakfast I didn't have anything, for lunch I had 2 packs of noodles, 3 sandwiches with peanut butter, 2 yogurts
For snacks I had a piece of cake with whipped cream with another yogurt and 2 chocolate bars I got while shopping
For dinner I had a.. salad.. yeah I was confused as to why I got that
And later I'll be eating some more peanut butter and maybe chocolate spread, don't know yet

I think I might stop once I'm 95 as I can not do this on my own, don't have the life to do so rn so yes, shit happens

I'll be doing my nightly routine, rubbing my belly with vitamin c oil, skin care blablabla you get it

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OKKK BBBYE