OMG
I CANT BELIEVE THIS JUST HAPPENED
So remember that backstory chapter I posted about my ex-bestfriend?
Well, yesterday was her 13th birthday
AND I ALMOST WENT THE ENTIRE DAY WITHOUT REALIZING WAS DAY IT WAS
EVEN WITH EVERYTHING SHE DID, I STILL FEEL HORRIBLE
When she dropped me as a friend, I felt I would never see it through, but at the same time, I thought I would forget about it in a year or so
Its been, like, what? 2 years and a few months?
I just feel like by forgetting her birthday, I'm soon going to forget who she is, and her whole existence
And literally, on the 8th, 2 DAYS before her birthday, I saw her lightly glance towards me almost as if she wanted me to be there
I think I'm going crazy but still...
Also, right before I realized what day it was, I was hanging out with a friend and I laughed in a way I have only ever laughed with her. It feels like I'm replacing her
I cried for like 45 minutes straight, tried to calm down by watching YouTube and reading for like 20 minutes, then cried for another almost 4 hours before passing out
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOOO 😭😭😭
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Vent Poems
PoetryJust some vent poems I wrote at 3 AM and decided I could share for anyone who might feel the same Sorry if it's shit or sucks cock, like I said, I wrote them at 3 AM I might also put some song suggestions from time to time that match the theme or fe...
